Not Even If
 

It's funny to think
how much time I've wasted
and all these years
were just lambasted
well I was dumb
I guess I could say
that even today
there's nobody to blame
but myself

Today was good
watched some TV
it couldn't have happened
to someone worse than me
and late at night
maybe some skype
but I still feel so alone

It's not enough
to live for
it's not that much
and man it's tough
but I make it somehow

Well what is life
to somebody
who'll never have a prime
and this is my
last middle finger to the world
**** you all, you're full of lies
you never cared
not even if I died

And now I leave
goodbye, I'm gone
sorry it took so bloody long
somewhere else
how do I live
with myself
well I can't live
with anyone else

Did you recorded this song? It would be great to hear you singing this!

Sorry, I don't have that great of a voice, I have no (good) recording equipment and I haven't set any chords to this. :shrug:

what the HEY. another good song!