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Old 10-12-2014, 12:58 AM   #7761
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I'm broke and behind on my bills and it's basically because I quit my job last month, but at the same time I don't regret it because I couldn't keep going into a place where I was treated like shit and paid less than minimum wage for it. I have a decent job now, but I am pretty much in charge of getting my own clients and I'm not at the point yet where I am making enough money to support myself. I will be in a few months, but I'm not there yet and I need to be.

To top it all off, I was just "let go" from a gig I had coming up that would've paid me enough to support myself for at least the next two months, because the musical director decided that a second violin part was more important than a guitar part, even though I had only been to one rehearsal and barely even got a chance to play at it. He couldn't afford to hire us both, so instead of keeping me, the one who was willing to drive an hour away to rehearsals and practiced my parts for several weeks, he decided to hire someone new the week of the show who will barely have time to practice their parts.


OH, and my car is going to need to be repaired probably in a few weeks, if not sooner, and I definitely won't be able to afford it, unless I sell a guitar or something, which I've always considered an extreme last resort.


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Old 10-12-2014, 01:06 AM   #7762
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yeah i totaled a car.

whatever.

shit happens.
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Old 10-12-2014, 01:12 AM   #7763
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yeah i totaled a car.

whatever.

shit happens.




thank you for this helpful reply.
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Old 10-12-2014, 01:27 AM   #7764
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thank you for this helpful reply.


if it's anymore helpful.

24 hours ago the shitiest feeling existed in my gut.
as well as a five foot cement block into my car.
my situation may be worse than yours. idk.

whatever. it'll get better. has to.
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Old 10-12-2014, 01:33 AM   #7765
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if it's anymore helpful.

24 hours ago the shitiest feeling existed in my gut.
as well as a five foot cement block into my car.
my situation may be worse than yours. idk.

whatever. it'll get better. has to.



lol it's not a contest dude. I'm just super stressed out and it's too late right now to talk to any of my friends or family, hence the reason I came to this thread.


But that sucks, I hope things get better for you and I both


And yes, things usually do get better. But sometimes they get really, really shitty and stay that way for a long time before they get better. Saying "oh well, things get better" doesn't really change or help anything.
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Old 10-12-2014, 03:05 AM   #7766
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I have been living an absolute lie for the last 2 years. I claim it's just the job market. It's hard for an economist to find gainful employment. Things just aren't working out, and either my resumes, my cover letters, or my interview skills aren't good...

But that's not it. I just literally haven't applied for a single damn job for 2 years. I just faff about on the internet all day.

And all our data usage trouble? Because I watch too much porn...
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Old 10-17-2014, 07:26 PM   #7767
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Damn, I really wanted to ask out Anna today but she didn't come in for work. She really makes me enjoy coming to work. I would love that feeling all the time if I was with her. I'm only writing it down so it feels more tangible.
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Old 10-17-2014, 11:24 PM   #7768
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Your my friend because you have no other friends around. I really wish I hadn't pitted you and talked to you because now you bring so much drama into my life that is unneeded.

You think were great friends and that everything is fine but you ruin my day. Now you are friends with all my friends and there really is no way to get away from you.

You make me feel like a manipulative passive aggressive bitch because I can't express these feelings. Hell, I don't know how to express any of my feeling with words. All I have is my music and if I write anything I feel guitly because half of me feels like my hatred towards you isn't intierly your fault, that some of it is just made up in my twisted Mind.

I try to just ignore you but then you appoligize to me for whatever you think you did and I feel bad and accept your apology but then the next day I wake up feeling no better then the the day before.

I'm not sure if I hate you and what you do or if I'm mad at myself for not having a spine and confronting you. Eventually I'm going to have to stop blaming you for my problems and I will have to accept that it has become my fault for not doing anything to stop it.
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Old 11-02-2014, 06:52 PM   #7769
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I am fuming. Your feedback makes no sense and I'm not sure why you hired me if you consistently second guess my creative judgment. Which one of us actually studied this shit for four years? Oh that's right! I did! I'm the one here who's professionally trained to make this stuff. It's like you muster up bullshit feedback just to feel like you're contributing to the creative process. You're not. Let me do my job or just do it all yourself.
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Old 11-09-2014, 01:37 AM   #7770
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To my "friend"

You're a selfish, immature, dense, little cvnt. Fvck you and all that you are. Yeah she broke up with you, that doesn't mean your life is over, or that you suddenly have clinical depression or are suicidal you dense wanker. Thanks for openly belittling me in front of everyone, and making a mockery of everything I'm going though. Not only do you mock the mental issues you have no idea about, but you are also openly homophobic and seize every opportunity to be the biggest intolerant piece of dogshit possible. Yes gay rights are important. Yes representation is important. Yes same sex marriage is important. Yes Bisexual is a thing, its what I fvcking am you awful motherfvcker. It took me literal years to build up the courage to admit that, and you spend half your time trying to piss me off about all of this shit. I really do want to bash your stupid ugly face to a pulp, I would do so happily you pathetic prick. oh do tell me how you did boxing for 2 days, therefore are the hardest fvcker around, or how you felt anxious once so now you're a fvcking expert in mental health. People like you are what's holding society back and I think I legit hate you

and it pisses me off more because you'll never fully realise just how shitty you're being, because you're too self centred to realise, and any attempts to point it out just ends up with you getting defensive and claiming some bullshit health issue that somehow removes all your responsibilities. That's why she broke up with you, because you're a narcissistic baby who can't take care of themselves despite being 20 years old. She's not a bitch, or in the wrong at all. Not that I even care, the whole thing is a joke, I just have to hear it every fvcking day because you keep coming over to out house to moan about my roomate who just dumped you. And we really couldn't give any less of a shit

and here I am at 6am getting wound over all this shit. I have a mountain of other problems, but still this is bothering me.

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Old 11-10-2014, 09:57 PM   #7771
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You've made all these plans for the future but I don't think I belong in any of them anymore
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Old 11-10-2014, 10:21 PM   #7772
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I was decently - not very, but enough - of a social person throughout high school, and now that I'm going to college and staying on residence, it's like I've become a whole new person. In the worst sense of it. I kind of made one friend in my class, and we were partners to do an assignment worth 40% of the grade, and I had to do it all by myself. I mean, at least I get the marks and will pass, but believe it or not you were my first friend here. And now I have no one again.

I tell people that I have no friends here because I hate everyone here, and I'm sure they know that's a lie as much as I do. It's just that I started stuttering again, and I'm also apparently quite very shy. Combine those and you have a recipe for someone who sits in their room playing a bit of bass (and very mediocre at it), plays computer games, and browses the internet. This is not how I though my college experience would be.
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Old 11-11-2014, 03:10 AM   #7773
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I don't want to make a thread just to air out all my dirty laundry from this weekend but I need to vent.

When I really think about it, when I really sit down and think about it, my problems are nothing. But are they really? An e-mail tonight brought me to the brink of tears as I found out I did not get the job of my dreams for the summer, which was a job I was 100% qualified for and thought I had in the bag. This was just the last straw of a weekend that saw me getting in an accident while trying to get home for my Mom's birthday, getting a bad cold, getting absolutely fleeced at work and having a perfectly healthy manager call in sick (who was my only help for the evening) while I dealt with lines out the door and having almost no staff to support me. All of this and I can't sleep, so dealing with these things has been challenging to say the least. I just want to be happy and surrounded by my friends again, it has been way too long.

As for the accident, it wouldn't have happened if I wasn't covering my incompetent roommate's ass at work. His fiancee was in town and he didn't feel like working, so he called in and said he blew out his back (which was idiotic because he made it known to many people his fiancee was coming in on friday and he was trying to get his shift covered). He then proceeds to ask me to go into work for him until 2 pm - this is on friday at noon mind you, he was asking me to drop what I was doing and go into work for him - and offers some money as incentive. Because I'm a good person (too nice) and actually care about the people I work with, I go in and cover his dumb ass. On my way back, I get in the accident. I'm not blaming him personally for the guy that rear-ended me, but it sure would've been nice to be safe back at the apartment.

I'm so tired of his ****ing bullshit. He's lazy, sexist, racist, has no filter, his sense of humor is idiotic, his voice makes me cringe, he's a pervert and won't leave the girls at work alone or stop making sexist comments to my and my other roommates' female friends (I think he thinks they are all walking vaginas desperate for his saving embrace), and he never shuts the **** up about things nobody cares about. I have no idea how he is engaged, let alone to a girl who I think he doesn't deserve at all. He thinks he's hard as **** but doesn't realize he peaked in high school, since then he's gotten chubby and really hasn't made many friends at all in college. Obviously people see through his BS and don't really want to hang out with him, unfortunately I got suckered into rooming with him two years in a row because he had no one else to go with and I'm too nice. Thank god I also live with my best friend. I could go on for hours about the guy, but honestly I just can't wait til he graduates and until then I treasure all time off I get from him.

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Old 11-11-2014, 04:34 AM   #7774
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I was decently - not very, but enough - of a social person throughout high school, and now that I'm going to college and staying on residence, it's like I've become a whole new person. In the worst sense of it. I kind of made one friend in my class, and we were partners to do an assignment worth 40% of the grade, and I had to do it all by myself. I mean, at least I get the marks and will pass, but believe it or not you were my first friend here. And now I have no one again.

I tell people that I have no friends here because I hate everyone here, and I'm sure they know that's a lie as much as I do. It's just that I started stuttering again, and I'm also apparently quite very shy. Combine those and you have a recipe for someone who sits in their room playing a bit of bass (and very mediocre at it), plays computer games, and browses the internet. This is not how I though my college experience would be.



I'm in the same boat bro. I just can't make any friends. It's fvcking lonely.
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Old 11-11-2014, 11:59 AM   #7775
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I'm in the same boat bro. I just can't make any friends. It's fvcking lonely.


really looking forward to the christmas break so I can get high with my friends for a month before coming back to this place for second semester.

We can get through this loneliness!
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Old 11-19-2014, 07:09 AM   #7776
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Almost everyone in my life is finding a new ****ing way to victimize me in every way possible. At this point I really just want to disappear from everyone and everything or die, this has been the worst year of my life so far but I say that every year so it doesn't ****ing matter anymore It'll only get worse cause that what always ****ing happens. I wish I could redo the last 5 years of my life and forget about everyone I've ever met or Maybe just end it all before it starts so I don't ever have to live like this again. If worst comes to worst by the end of the year then I'm just closing my doors to everyone cause this just isn't ****ing worth it anymore
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