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Old 01-20-2013, 06:22 AM   #73601
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I found a venting thread on another forum I go on. It started August 2011. I've been reading through my posts. There's a whole chunk of 2011 that I don't even remember and the posts don't make sense to me. Some of them I remember writing. I just reached January 7, 2012 - "two more days and I'm free".

so yes it's my fault for reading through my posts when I knew it would basically trigger every problem I've had in the past 2 years.
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:25 AM   #73602
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That still doesn't mean you deserve to have a breakdown. Just look at it like this, you're doing better now than you were back then. If anything you should just laugh at your old self.
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:35 AM   #73603
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I can't though. Aside from my mental health, everything was better then.And **** it, reading about hospital again just makes me miss it. And tomorrow is one year since I broke up with my ex girlfriend. February 9 marks one year since 3 people in my group (including myself) attempted suicide, and the second time I got admitted. The next few months is just full of anniversaries.
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:38 AM   #73604
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Stop keep tracking of those things. That was the old you, you can replace them with better anniversaries.
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:43 AM   #73605
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Those dates are just in my head, they're just there. I don't want to remember.
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:48 AM   #73606
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Spend your time doing productive things to keep your mind off it? I don't know I wish I had some magic answer for you. :/
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:55 AM   #73607
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All I want to do is something I shouldn't. And the fact is everyone cared and looked after me when I messed up all the time and now that I don't they've gone.
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:58 AM   #73608
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I'm here to care and look after you, as difficult as that may be when we only ever talk over the internet.

But still, I'm here to help you in whatever way possible.
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:02 AM   #73609
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I know. Just, like you said, no one irl cares and sometimes that's bigger than having someone online that cares.
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:04 AM   #73610
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Yep. Currently struggling with that myself. The Girl Next Door triggered the shit out of me, I used to love this movie.
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:24 AM   #73611
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I hate it when that happens. Like I can't play my favourite song on piano anymore because I remember signing it to myself when I couldn't sleep in hospital. Just hearing it ****s up my day.
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:32 AM   #73612
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Yeah. Yeah, it sucks.
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:53 PM   #73613
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Really guys? No new posts?
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Old 01-20-2013, 06:56 PM   #73614
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i have a new post but you'd probably think it would suck
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:06 PM   #73615
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If it's about Stereopony/Aimi, Gundam, or Brian Fallon you can go straight to hell, Jay.
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:10 PM   #73616
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no it's about David Ferran:

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Old 01-20-2013, 07:13 PM   #73617
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I saw that on tumblr. Kawaii.
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:15 PM   #73618
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ikr? I'm starting my other blog back up, that was one of my first comeback posts.
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:28 PM   #73619
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I'd finally follow that blog if you didn't make the URL ******edly difficult to remember.
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Old 01-20-2013, 07:33 PM   #73620
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Man don't you guys love writing shitty lyrics?

I could get a career doing that. I could be in a pop punk band.
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