help me lord to take up my cross daily, to not give in to my foolish desires. i need power lord, so that i can overcome my trials in all areas, im weak and foolish and proud. help me to not make demands on people, and to humble and meek when trials come. give me faith to know that this is the life for me lord, and help me to despise all that is not of it. i need your help god, i feel as if i dont make progress anymore.