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#1
We'll UG, I am schizophrenic. And have been seeing a phychiatrist for almost half a year now. I'm so worried about myself. I've been excessivly angry since my girlfriend and I broke up a couple days ago. (She cheated and is now with my ex-bestfriend).

Anyways i've been overrly agry and almost hit my P.E. teacher earlier today. I didn't do a project (We have homework in ****ing gym class) and she called me a failure. And I was so wanting to just attack her. I didn't, but I was so close.

And just a few minutes ago when I was just sitting here in the dark thinking of what I wanted the bassline for a song i'm writing to be like. I was just thinking with some Nine Inch Nails playing in the background. I realized that I burned the word "Lie" into my arm with an eraser.

I'm worried pit. I have had a mental condition all my life, but now i'm afraid im finally losing it all. I'm WAY to young for this to happen to. I'm scared.
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bro u are definately gay


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MY NAME IS JACOB. CALL ME THAT.
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#3
wait your ex-girlfriends are dating each other ?
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#4
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wait your ex-girlfriends are dating each other ?


Sorry, my mind is somewhere else.
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You disgust me.


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bro u are definately gay


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A backstabbin' bitch who calls himself the 'oracle'?


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UG loves me so much. Do you?

MY NAME IS JACOB. CALL ME THAT.
#5
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wait your ex-girlfriends are dating each other ?

yeah dude if i were you i would get back in there good graces and get an epic 3 way....
no but seriously, just keep seeing your therapist person, that will probably help.
when i was in denial a year or two ago my therapist literally turned my life around.
but she moved to texas....and now i have no therapist.....and i need one.....
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#6
damn, gotta get all that worked out. I think you just have a problem controlling your impulses, and your anger.
#7
you changed it and now i look like an idiot...
im sorry about your situation
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#10
take a break from school and get a note from your psych. analyst

A note could help you make up that project

Youre seeking help, which is the first step on the long and difficult road to recovery.

Hang in there, you'll make it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_N3CK-6CHk
taht should help cheer you up
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#11
Man, your not crazy. I know how it is to lose some you care about, especially when they cheat. She's a bitch straight up. Your not crazy because I broke up with my ex a whole bunch of **** to me. Just, take it slow, I have homicidal thoughts all the time, but you just gotta think about happy memories from your past. I either watch baby animals or thinking about my childhood, usually works for me. PM me if you need to talk to someone, you can bitch me out if you want too.
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#12
pics of the "LIE" burn?
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#13
Take some time off school. Your mental health is 10000000x more important than going to school.
#14
Don't worry man, you're not crazy you're just going through a tough time.
Always look on the bright side of life
#16
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Don't worry man, you're not crazy you're just going through a tough time.
Always look on the bright side of life

+111111

he/she (didnt check the profile) has a VERY good point.
ALWAYS look on the bright side of life.
if you dont, your life will go down the ****ter.
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#17
Thanks guys. It's not just this, but this is what has mainly been bugging me. I didn't want to say the rest because I didn't want you guys to start saying a bunch of stuff like "You're 14, deal with it."

Yes I am 14. I'm mentally ill. **** you.

My parents filed for banckruptcy at the end of October, so moneys a bit tight. I told them I only wanted them to save the money, so nothing for Christmas. My grandma (great woman) is paying for my Phychiatrist.

With me losing my best (and pretty much only) friend. I really don't have many friends anymore. Majority of them are you guys. My digital friends.

Thank you for being the friend of someone going through a tough time. You really do keep me going.
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You disgust me.


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bro u are definately gay


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A backstabbin' bitch who calls himself the 'oracle'?


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I AM GOING TO HAVE TO REFER TO THE FIRST QUOTE IN YOUR SIGNATURE



UG loves me so much. Do you?

MY NAME IS JACOB. CALL ME THAT.
#19
What the **** is this?
I have never done anything with Alyssa.
So stop posting bull**** unless your gonna tell me in person alright?
#20
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What the **** is this?
I have never done anything with Alyssa.
So stop posting bull**** unless your gonna tell me in person alright?

im sooo confused right now
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#23
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Alyssa=ex girlfriend

I=ex best friend



I SENSE TENSION IN THE FORCE
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#24
Im not trying to make a big deal or anything

but just dont make up **** about me or her behind my back, alright Jacob?
#25
Nah I'd not say you're crazy, just have a bad run of things at the moment and they are helping to take you places you don't want to. I think youjust need some time out to chill and relax, things should come right. But if you feel like it is getting too much then see someone about some help.
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#26
Nature Bats he would fuck you up.

I think you should jump in the circle of fire bitch.
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#27
No way! This is some juicy **** right here.
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#28
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Thanks guys. It's not just this, but this is what has mainly been bugging me. I didn't want to say the rest because I didn't want you guys to start saying a bunch of stuff like "You're 14, deal with it."

Yes I am 14. I'm mentally ill. **** you.

My parents filed for banckruptcy at the end of October, so moneys a bit tight. I told them I only wanted them to save the money, so nothing for Christmas. My grandma (great woman) is paying for my Phychiatrist.

With me losing my best (and pretty much only) friend. I really don't have many friends anymore. Majority of them are you guys. My digital friends.

Thank you for being the friend of someone going through a tough time. You really do keep me going.

It's coo', man, we're here for you. That's right, The Pit loves you. Also, check out the hugging thread, where the people hug you no matter what. Phychiatrists are good, also. Good luck.

P.S. Your grammar/spelling is to good for you to be crazy.
#29
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No way! This is some juicy **** right here.

hahaha your avatar is some juicy ****..........
lmao jk


....well
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#30
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hahaha your avatar is some juicy ****..........
lmao jk


....well

You know you're right
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#32
At least it was only a three letter word.

If it was something like "ambidextrous" or "unprecedented", I'd be worried.
#33
In regard to your sig: I loves me some silent_jester.

But seriously man, I feel for you.

I dated a girl for three years just to find out she lost her virginity to my best friend, and not me, and lied to me about it for half our relationship.

Chicks like that just aren't worth it.

I agree with taking some time off.

Just remember that when it comes to emotions and everything, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

You'll come out of this a better person.

And time heals everything, and so on and so forth.

Cheer up my friend.
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#34
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You know you're right

yeah...im right.....
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EDIT: on a more serious note....

I dated a girl for three years just to find out she lost her virginity to my best friend, and not me, and lied to me about it for half our relationship.


that sucks balls dude
makes me think about me and my girlfriends relationship.....
weve been going strong for 2 years and like 4 months......
and she lives like 18 miles away so its real easy for her to cheat....but she wouldnt do that....
goddamit...now im thinking about it

And time heals everything


hes right
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#35
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In regard to your sig: I loves me some silent_jester.

But seriously man, I feel for you.

I dated a girl for three years just to find out she lost her virginity to my best friend, and not me, and lied to me about it for half our relationship.

Chicks like that just aren't worth it.

I agree with taking some time off.

Just remember that when it comes to emotions and everything, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

You'll come out of this a better person.

And time heals everything, and so on and so forth.

Cheer up my friend.



She didnt cheat though.
#37
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...but then who was phone?!?

Too soon?

I laughed pretty hard. I feel bad, but this thread started by making me feel really bad for the TS (still do), but a couple of these responses are fantastic.

TS, I hope things work out for you...btw, is this nature character really the guy?
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#38
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#39
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I use to be able to make sailor hats out of newspapers.
Those were the happiest five minutes of my life.

Despite allegations of ****ty deeds being dealt to the TS at your hand, I'm starting to like you.
#40
In all seriousness, Jacob, Alyssa broke up with you, it happens, theres no cheating involved.
So instead of this,just talk to my face about it.
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