the partisan.
also, not a song.

a blind reach into a beehive
is fruitless,
as is a promiscuous delve
into a chaste heart.
what the hell is love, anyway;
but a civilized yearning for
emotional justice in the face
of loneliness.

but when she finally left,
she intentionally placed snippets
of our former shared affection,
of my house.

pictures. letters.
she sprayed her perfume
all over my pillows.
gifts i had gotten for her
were dismembered and
displaced on the floor,
under carpets,
in all the places
i would step on them,
she even cleaned out the
and replaced all my food
and drinks with alcohol -
not neccessarily a personal
but still a nutcracker to my
the girl has some kind of

for some reason though,
amidst all the shamless
confusion and hurt;
i just wanted to wrap her
up in the biggest, tightest
embrace i could possibly
give to another person.

you see,
she's a woman; a good woman.
the kind that makes it a point
to get to know you,
better than you know yourself.
the kind that calls you crying
when she's got a flat tire,
or when a sad movie's on and
you can't be there to experience
it with her.
the kind that knows the value
of family, and the impressions
needed to make a decent connection
for future plans.

she didn't break any of my things
when she left;
just my heart.

if you need me,
you can find me buried
face-down in my pillows
grasping a bottle of vodka
and asking God to show me
the answers to all this nonsense
that apparently lie
far the beyond the cognitive
boundaries of human complexity.
There's a road that leads to the end of all suffering. You should take it.

- Jericho Caine

secret, aaaaagent maaan.
secret, aaaaagent maaan.
i'll get to this in the morning.
Quote by ottoavist

i suppose there's a chance
i'm just a litte too shallow to consider
that maybe i've been a little more eager
each day to wake up and take a shower
brush my teeth and smile for the mirror
The last stanza was different from the rest, can't decide if I like it that way, I think I do,

all this nonsense
that apparently lie
far the beyond the cognitive

and that's just plain jumbled.

though, I'll be back to read this again many times.
There's only one thing we can do to thwart the plot of these albino shape-shifting lizard BITCHES!