I was standing in the shower
with the heat turned on high,
watching the water fall over
my skin, and the red burn it
left in its wake,
even though I couldnt feel a thing,
I watched the steam rise,
and heat burn on,
searing my skin.
I'm sure if I could feel it,
it would burn like hell.

I can never get warm.
My skin is always cold, always freezing,
never feeling..
Maybe its the middle of the winter that
causes the cold to get deep seated,
starting at my bones,
I wont thaw until next spring,
if I'm lucky...

But the mechanics of the weather
are a constant reminder that

I am a machine.
And I will never feel the heat.

yeah yeah i know the endings bad.
its all bad.