#1
You wash your hands when you know you’re not being watched
Just like old times.
We stare at each other and hold on but there’s no connection
Just like always.

And it’s easy to be scared of everything.
But it’s easier said than done.
And nothing ever changes anything.
I’m just having fun.

Always in my nightmares but that’s the way I like it
Bad dreams come true.
If you thought the stars were close I’m sorry to have to lie
They stare at you.

And not at me.

They knotted me.

Try to take a breath of hallowed truth.
Then wallow gently sallow youth.
These shallow waters shake the oceans.
Aloes soothe the burns of shocking notions.

You nod at me.

But I know you’ll never understand me.
I don’t either.

And it’s easy to be scared of everything.
But it’s easier said than done.
And nothing ever changes anything.
I’m just having fun.
#2
I enjoyed this. I especially liked the word play with "not at me" and "knotted me"...I thought that was clever. I also thought that the third verse was well written too.

There were some parts that, personally, didn't do it for me. It seems like the last line of your chorus (if this is a song), "I'm just having fun" seems a little out-of-place for me and that you were forcing the rhyme a little bit.

Other than that, I thought it was really good. I'm sorry I couldn't be more helpful but that's all I could really find.
here, My Dear, here it is
#3
I really liked this.

I also agree with SubwayToVenus on this part:

There were some parts that, personally, didn't do it for me. It seems like the last line of your chorus (if this is a song), "I'm just having fun" seems a little out-of-place for me and that you were forcing the rhyme a little bit.

Also, i think that this part:

But I know you’ll never understand me.
I don’t either. <-- that part, you don't need.

Other than that, it was great.