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i smile and purchase sedatives
to increase this mess
a heart that bleeds ( but not for me)
it's response is deaf
trying to forget
you told me i'm deleted,
standing here defeated
i know its all a mixture
of your love an some liquor
that keeps me falling back to the floor
maybe i'm the antedote
on what's in the air that makes
you choke
your not the only one
who's heart is broke
mine was that way
long for we spoke
all those things i thought i'd do
you always knew i'd always lose
yes i live a life of sin
i dont know where to begin
you've locked the doors
and wont let me in
it starts with a whisper
but ends with a roar
i thought you were somethin
fear you no more
i smile and purchase sedatives
to increase this mess
a heart that bleeds (but not for me)
it's response is deaf
still vying to forget