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#1
I searched and there is not a thread that exists discussing this topic.

There is so much social stigma surrounding this. Pretty much anyone who subscribes to doing this is immediately seen as "wimpy", or shallow, by mere fact of considering suicide in a non-serious modocum.

maybe they'res an underlying problem behind it.

I do this constanstly.

or maybe I am just wimpy and shallow. you judge.
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or maybe I am just wimpy and shallow.

This, I guess.
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#7
I will probably end up killing myself someday. Not until after I create something beautiful, though.


Lately I have been wondering about suicide via sea snake.
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#8
sometimes i think about how i might die, but its never as a result of suicide.

like a crazy hobo uprising.
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#9
why do you ask? are you afraid you are not 'normal'? or just interested?
well, i do....and i think many people do think about it, maybe not very seriously though.
#10
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I will probably end up killing myself someday. Not until after I create something beautiful, though.


Lately I have been wondering about suicide via sea snake.

suicide by jellyfish is more practical.

...that movie sucked.
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#11
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suicide by jellyfish is more practical.

...that movie sucked.
Rosario Dawson is hot though.


And sea snakes are way more awesome than jellyfish. I want to have a sea snake and name him Quetzalcoatl.
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#13
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lol that'll give u a reason to kill urself....unless ur ready
#14
I know what you mean. I've thought about it.

Not, like, seriously considered literally killing myself, I've just pondered what it would be like, much like we've all wondered about what happens after death and where everything came from. And much like thinking about death, it's not a pleasant topic to dwell on, and if you do it late at night you'll soon find yourself unable to sleep and in a near state of depression.
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#15
I think about it alot just not in the sense of "i hate my life, and theres only one way out" or something. I just think about cool ways to do it, if i would ever have the balls to do it, and what would happen if i did it.

One interesting way i thought of was to dress up as a clown, attract the attention of small innocent children, and stuff a small grenade in my mouth. Then nobody can say i didn't make a diffrence.

But then again i think about a lot of weird things.
#16
Sure I've thought about killing myself before, but if I were dead how would I play guitar?

Rather than thinking about killing myself, I much perfer the thought of taking the lives of others.. or watching porn.
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#17
I've thought about what people would think when I'm dead or if I killed myself. Not about actually killing myself though.
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#18
i'm sorry, but anybody who thinks of suicide is a complete idiot. also, do not ever put "fantasize" and "suicidie" in the same sentence. they do not go hand-in-hand and never will.

you may not know it (because your mind is idiotically thinking about suicide) but you're actually causing pain to those who know you and those who don't know you (via news, etc.).

so what if you can't get "that girl", can't get into "this college", or have social anxiety problems. there are people who barely have water to drink, a computer to write idiotic posts like this and all other suicide threads, or jobs to support themselves and their loved ones.

open your eyes just a smidge more and you'll see that you have no reason to die.
"take your form
be my fear, be my hope
be the indication
if i'm right or wrong

take your most dreadful form
and let it be known"
he provided assurance
#19
Sometimes. I used to think that when I got old I'd do it, just to die by my own hand, at a time and place of my choosing. Not too sure of that idea anymore, though.
#20
I'm going to post what I posted in another suicide thread. It is a story from a while ago, and I have since died a thousand times over.
Except this is a much better version.
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There's this bit of broken glass sitting in the soap dish beside the bathroom sink. Whenever things get a little too fucked up I'd look at it and go 'If everything goes to shit I've got a way out'. The trick is that deep down I know that I'm not brave enough so I'd never even touch it.

What is bravery anyway? Is it bravery when you've got nothing at all to lose? Is it bravery when you've got everything to lose? Maybe it's both; is the beggar mugging a someone using only his words less brave than the soldier putting his life on the line for his family's freedom? Mind you, this probably isn't a very good example.

But the problem with knowing that there is no way that I'm brave enough to do anything is that I don't know myself very well.

Just recently I looked down at the bit of glass remembering everything I've ever seen or thought of - things like that. None of that seemed as bad as the nothing that I had left.

I needed to test myelf one last time though.

I picked up the sharp little bit of glass.

I ran it across the tip of my index finger.

It was plastic.
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#21
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I think about it alot just not in the sense of "i hate my life, and theres only one way out" or something. I just think about cool ways to do it, if i would ever have the balls to do it, and what would happen if i did it.

One interesting way i thought of was to dress up as a clown, attract the attention of small innocent children, and stuff a small grenade in my mouth. Then nobody can say i didn't make a diffrence.

But then again i think about a lot of weird things.

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#22
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i'm sorry, but anybody who thinks of suicide is a complete idiot. also, do not ever put "fantasize" and "suicidie" in the same sentence. they do not go hand-in-hand and never will.

you may not know it (because your mind is idiotically thinking about suicide) but you're actually causing pain to those who know you and those who don't know you (via news, etc.).

so what if you can't get "that girl", can't get into "this college", or have social anxiety problems. there are people who barely have water to drink, a computer to write idiotic posts like this and all other suicide threads, or jobs to support themselves and their loved ones.

open your eyes just a smidge more and you'll see that you have no reason to die.

Really?
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Quote by gavincandance
i'm sorry, but anybody who thinks of suicide is a complete idiot. also, do not ever put "fantasize" and "suicidie" in the same sentence. they do not go hand-in-hand and never will.

you may not know it (because your mind is idiotically thinking about suicide) but you're actually causing pain to those who know you and those who don't know you (via news, etc.).

so what if you can't get "that girl", can't get into "this college", or have social anxiety problems. there are people who barely have water to drink, a computer to write idiotic posts like this and all other suicide threads, or jobs to support themselves and their loved ones.

open your eyes just a smidge more and you'll see that you have no reason to die.


by that logic, only the single most unfortunate person in the world can afford to feel sorry for themselves. There is no need to guilt someone into feeling these thoughts.

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I'm going to post what I posted in another suicide thread. It is a story from a while ago, and I have since died a thousand times over.
Except this is a much better version.


thanks for sharing that. You have quite a sense of humour
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ha Aug 09ers, just when i was gettn used to the Slayer-loving, singleminded opinionated July09 users
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#26
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lol that'll give u a reason to kill urself....unless ur ready


I suppose not everyone will take it as well as I did. But from what I've seen from quite a few couple once the parental instinct kicks in the struggle of life is much easier.
#28
Yea, I do it sometimes. Just wondering what people would say and who would be most affected and stuff.
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#29
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through the womb, preferably.
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#30
Quote by gavincandance
i'm sorry, but anybody who thinks of suicide is a complete idiot. also, do not ever put "fantasize" and "suicidie" in the same sentence. they do not go hand-in-hand and never will.

you may not know it (because your mind is idiotically thinking about suicide) but you're actually causing pain to those who know you and those who don't know you (via news, etc.).

so what if you can't get "that girl", can't get into "this college", or have social anxiety problems. there are people who barely have water to drink, a computer to write idiotic posts like this and all other suicide threads, or jobs to support themselves and their loved ones.

open your eyes just a smidge more and you'll see that you have no reason to die.

You don't know **** about depression, do you?
#31
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ha Aug 09ers, just when i was gettn used to the Slayer-loving, singleminded opinionated July09 users


i've been in UG as a guest and on a prior account (joint with friend) for quite a while.
"take your form
be my fear, be my hope
be the indication
if i'm right or wrong

take your most dreadful form
and let it be known"
he provided assurance
#32
I don't fantasize about it, but I do think about it. There was a time when I seriously came close to doing it, but now I realize only pussies commit suicide.
#33
I think everyone has thought about it sometime in their life. I think about it sometimes but doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to actually do it. Though I got a feeling I'm gonna kill myself on the race track after I get my Evo.
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#35
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You don't know **** about depression, do you?


i do know a thing or two about depression because i've experienced it while taking a medicine i was required to take.

my post is on the belief that the person has control of what they can do. when i experienced my depression, i had uncontrollable thoughts about suicide that i would never think about had i not been taking the medicine.

my posts will become slightly less comprehendable as i am getting buzzed and haven't slept in 26 hours, so excuse me.
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be my fear, be my hope
be the indication
if i'm right or wrong

take your most dreadful form
and let it be known"
he provided assurance
#38
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I kill myself

EVERY DAY

(in my mind, that is. in the most brutal way possible)

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#39
Quote by gavincandance
i'm sorry, but anybody who thinks of suicide is a complete idiot. also, do not ever put "fantasize" and "suicidie" in the same sentence. they do not go hand-in-hand and never will.

you may not know it (because your mind is idiotically thinking about suicide) but you're actually causing pain to those who know you and those who don't know you (via news, etc.).

so what if you can't get "that girl", can't get into "this college", or have social anxiety problems. there are people who barely have water to drink, a computer to write idiotic posts like this and all other suicide threads, or jobs to support themselves and their loved ones.

open your eyes just a smidge more and you'll see that you have no reason to die.



Yeah, those pricks. Except it's so common to fantasize about, it's medical term is "Suicidal ideation".

There's a lot more to life in the Western world than just having "barely enough water to drink", and just because you're simple enough to shrug off any problems by saying "Golly gee, at least I had the good judgment to be born into a well-off family" doesn't mean there's other people under the same financial circumstances in despair.
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