I wrote this song for no one and i never really understood why i wrote it. Im not an amazing lyricist and its better sang than read but...

ostracize me
critcize me
I wont be your performing monkey
i wont be your sycophant
ill jus be a sadness junkie

Take from me
like i didnt take from you
i wont mind
coz i can hide it better than you

lie to me
like i lied to you
when i said
im sorry
im sorry
for not being sorry

thanks for reading
that has some nice lines in it and I think that I can hear the rythmn in my head
what is a sycophant?