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Im sitting on the grass
Outside some homes and bleachers
And all the cares ive had seem to end

Where is my life?
And how do I get there?
and why can't anyone i know have fun?

People tend to push themselves on me
Being one of the fun ones can be
Stressful and i cant get used to this

They seem to show more care for me
Then all the ****ing dignity
That I feel while im thinking of them

I have a constant flashback of a few things I wish I'd never seen
A drunken father, a dead aunt, and my moms missing wedding ring

Well I stared at the night sky with a couple of friends
There was thinking, and drinking and smoking ourselves to death
Well I stared at the night sky with a couple of friends
There was walking and talking, and thinking of what comes next

It's not that i dislike or hate them
I just wish that i could make them
Fun to talk to or atleast a bit interesting

People care about them more than their friends
Care about the way that their friends
Tend to think of their friends other friends

Well if i flash forward to the year of 2025
I'll be sitting in the grass at night watching the sky if im alone or not

Well I stared at the night sky with a couple of friends
There was thinking, and drinking and smoking ourselves to death
Well I stared at the night sky with a couple of friends
There was walking and talking, and thinking of what comes next


Tell me what you all think! I think this is the best song i've ever written