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Dry mouth, crackling throat
havent spoken a word in three days
nobody to talk but myself
The conversations arent that
great because I already know
what I'm going to say.

These four walls seem
to be closing in
Eyes diolated as they begin to spin
I can feel my conscious caving in
is this the begining or the end?

Fists full of hair
spots on my scalp that now
are bare, teeth clinched with rage
ears that beg for something new to hear
something besides that ****ing
fossit

drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip

the sounds coming faster now
like the rain but this time
its my mind going insane
echoes off the walls or is
that my brain?

My heart is pumping
faster and faster like
a train.
restless sleep
I twist and turn
for someone to hold onto is all I ask
someone to help me forget my past

The air I smell is starting
to sour like a casket housing
the deceased
in the mirror my skin is pale
I kick and scream
but I cannot escape this Hell
I cannot escape...
myself
Last edited by Captain Capo at Jan 7, 2010,