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I'm pissed off and it's 1:30 AM.


I am human.

the silicone mindset,
the lets-get-****ed-up-and-die
the let's be scared of death.

have you heard? Claire,
she got a boob job.
Went up six sizes!

kill kill kill kill kill kill kill
killkillkill kill
kill

I'm in this box
where I'm safe and human,

Six sizes??
Six sizes, I'm telling you.
Her husband must be excited, hmm?
Of course!


LOSE30POUNDSIN10DAYS
CONFIDENCEYOUCANDOIT
BURYTHEMTEARS
BURYNEGATIVITY
DIG A HOLE
DIGAHOLEBURYBURY
+++++++++++
(killkillkillkillkill)


I'm trapped in this language
and this mind,
and there's a drop
of darkness trick'ling down my spine
just underneath my skin
and it's been there all along
and it's cold, extracting-

what the **** am I talking about?
exactly.

I'm going in today to see about getting myself done.
Oh really?
Yeah, I hear the surgery's not too bad.

Moneymoney
thisthatthose
things, things and stuff,
how would you like some things and stuff?
some those that and some money,
that's what I am,
some money and some stuff and things,
all I am not me just things and stuff
just a great big culmination of something not you
but I am you and
you are me,
we are you and me
i am that dog with a nasty limp,
so are you,
why
can't
you
see
that?

killkillkillkill
this i hate,
that too,
those and that stuff as well
just because
that's how it's been.

sex. kill.
killkill.

behappybehappybehappybehappybehappy

a balloon deflates, so do you.

floatfloatfloatfloatkillfloat


I wanna get my nose done too.
Your nose? Nothing's wrong with it, dear!
Yes, it's a bit crooked. You can't tell unless you know it's there.
Your nose is fine!

behappybehappybehappy
bury burn bury burn dig dig dig
dig a hole for those tears.
God did it.

Now you know what's incredible?
The other day some scientists actually managed to create artificial life.

I'll grab a shovel.

I swim in God's tears.


Nevermind,
I quit.
Today I feel electric grey
I hope tomorrow, neon black
Last edited by Ganoosh at Jun 10, 2010,