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She seemed kinda cool
maybe she didn't do so well in school

But hey, I always thought she was a pretty smart anyway
and holy catholic priests, what an impressive rear guard

With maybe an issue or two
got me curious

So we talked
and got to know each other

As I learned more about her problems
I couldn't help but feel obliged to help her out

Goddamn I loved her
Completely indifferent from being nothing short of unique
Just one small issue
of macro proportions
Just one small issue
of selfish self-defilement
Dear God, if you're there
please don’t lead her to ruin

As best I can
I tried to do what I could

When she was having a rough day
I was there in a way

Doing my best
to keep those wrists clean

Wishing I could be there in person
to make it all OK

Goddamn I loved her
Completely indifferent from being nothing short of unique
Just one small issue
of macro proportions
Just one small issue
of selfish self-defilement
Dear God, if you're there
please don’t lead her to ruin

We made plans
to start a band

and in three years
we were plotting to jam

in our own little commune
just us and our friends

something to look forward to
in this cruel insanity called life

Goddamn I loved her
Completely indifferent from being nothing short of unique
Just one small issue
of macro proportions
Just one small issue
of selfish self-defilement
Dear God, if you're there
please don’t lead her to ruin

Now she's off
burning up some distraction

With the positively positive influences the others near her provide
cause who cares about the rest of life

Really, all it is is reality,
who needs it when you can simply hide in the haze

Like a kind father I wish she had
it seems all I can do is worry

Goddamn I loved her
Completely indifferent from being nothing short of unique
Just one small issue
of macro proportions
Just one small issue
of selfish self-defilement
Dear God, if you're there
please don’t lead her to ruin

but who am I to judge
maybe this is all for the better

but what if this ruins our friendship
burned up like the ashes in the bong

but why am I concerned
its just my closest friend

or could it be
that I am simply overreacting

Goddamn I loved her
Completely indifferent from being nothing short of unique
Just one small issue
of macro proportions
Just one small issue
of selfish self-defilement
Dear God, if you're there
please don’t lead her to ruin

Distraught with fear
I just don’t wanna lose her

Overreacting perhaps
but I know one thing

One special thing
regardless of what she thinks

Oh one special thing
regardless of what she does

She can never
try as she might

She can never
despite how bad this might go

She can NEVER

stop me

from caring

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After certain events in my life gave me inspiration to write a song, I did. So, having discovered writing as an excellent way to express emotion, I figure I'll do it more often.
So, I've posted this up to see what you folks thought if it. Hopefully I'll also receive positive criticism in order to improve my future writing