It's Habit

I couldn't mention the time
The night had that feeling
"It's been getting late these last few hours"
Even if we got old, it wouldn't
We promised many months before
I remember the feeling
And I knew my intent was to break her heart
I didn't want to
But at the time the choice wasn't mine

I was bound to a daily feeling of bliss
I held it in my hands
Couldn't help what I knew was the end
We can't even be friends
I still want to be
I still try to be
Your expression sums it up
Your eyes tell me everything I need to know
Its why I still try
Why I can't let go