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good morning,

i decided today that i'm no longer going to be an alcoholic.
off to community college
straight A's
then off to work.
wash dishes, flirt with the waitresses
shoot the shit with the cooks in between being the finest chief sanitation officer ever.
punch out, walk to my car.
get inside, look at the phone
no calls.
drive to my home
grandma and grandpa are having drinks
grandpa just told grandma that she is an annoying C*UNT
C*UNT
go upstairs
jerk off to still images
i'm not going to drink
smoke a marlboro, eat to much
i'm not going to drink
take a shower
try to fall asleep
log on the computer
head to generic social networking site
see posted pictures of others lives
i need a drink
quarter liter of vodka
optimistic attitude for a moment
stumble around the second floor i have to myself
saying that
"TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER,I'M HANDSOME, I JUST HAVE TO WORK HARDER"

good morning

i decided today that i'm only going to drink three times a week

oh

seven nights out of the week are the same as the last

i can function, but cant live without feeling nothing at all
pour a drink
touch myself
shiver
cry
wanna die.
Quote by ottoavist

i suppose there's a chance
i'm just a litte too shallow to consider
that maybe i've been a little more eager
each day to wake up and take a shower
brush my teeth and smile for the mirror
Last edited by freshtunes at Aug 24, 2010,