#1
This is actually the first song I ever wrote. I don't know why I'm waiting until now to share it with the community, but I figured better late then never.
There's also a Guitar Pro of it up on this website. I've played around with it and changed it since, but it's still close enough that I think it'd fit these lyrics. The only major difference is the 6 bars after the bridge.

For every blink of your eyes
There’s a tear or two from mine
As I watch the time tick by
Hoping to see your smile

Nowhere left to hide
No one with to confide
There’s only one option left
This knife, and this wrist
Until you set me free
You’re saving me

It gets dark without your smile
And it hurts ‘cause you’re not mine
Oh girl it hurts to try
To be without you and stay
Alive

With one final breath I pray
To end it all today
Because living all alone
Isn’t worth the pain
Without you I just don’t know
Why I’d even try

Every time I close my eyes, it’s you I see
Haunting me in my dreams
Unresponsive to my screams
But you’re the only one in sight, to rescue me
From drowning in this sea
You’re saving me

There’s no rest inside my head
To pain and torment I am wed
But for you I’d break my vows
Though I fear it’s too late now

It gets dark without your smile
And it hurts ‘cause you’re not mine
Oh girl it hurts to try
To be without you and stay
Alive

Oh Lord I hate this state
But it loves me
Oh God I can’t escape
From this cage
That I built around myself
This emotional cell

Sitting here with a knife with thoughts I’ve never had before
Testing the skin of my wrist with the blade I so abhor
So I reach out for a life line and you’re the only one I find
And that’s when you saved my life
And ended this nightmare of mine
You’re saving me

It gets dark without your smile
And it hurts ‘cause you’re not mine
Oh girl it hurts to try
To be without you and stay...

It gets dark without your smile
And it hurts ‘cause you’re not mine
Oh girl it hurts to try
To be without you and stay
Alive