#1
Not intended to come off emo, but it did. :P Oh well. The music behind it is very different. Ignore the horrible bridge. That's the hardest part of writing a song for me. Critique away.


I want to hide; just run away
I don't like myself in any way
Don't give a damn whether or not
I go somewhere or fall like a block
I want to cry; just let it go
Escape it all so no one knows
Just what I did, or what happened
Keep it hidden until the end

I don't like myself so why should you?
Maybe that's the reason why I'm feeling so blue?
I don't know what you're going through
and I don't care about what happens to you
Cause' I'm a selfish dick who cares for himself
--more for himself rather than anyone else
So I'm sorry, but that's the way I am
But I try my best to be as nice as I can

So here I am; I ran away
I'm all alone; lets keep it that way
Just me and me, myself and I. You and I
are gonna find someone else to look up to
so I don't have to deal with you
Yes you, no I mean me, what the hell is wrong with me?

I don't like myself so why should you?
Maybe that's the reason why I'm feeling so blue?
I don't know what you're going through
and I don't care about what happens to you
Cause' I'm a selfish dick who cares for himself
--more for himself rather than anyone else
So I'm sorry, but that's the way I am
But I try my best to be as nice as I can


Even though we came so far, I didn't know it'd fall apart
I couldn't tell just how you'd feel and didn't care about your tears
Which you shed all day night when all we ever did was fight
And there I was, and there you were--you disappeared and never returned


I don't like myself so why should you?
Maybe that's the reason why I'm feeling so blue?
I don't know what you're going through
and I don't care about what happens to you
Cause' I'm a selfish dick who cares for himself
--more for himself rather than anyone else
So I'm sorry, but that's the way I am
But I try my best to be as nice as I can

I don't like myself so why should you?
I'm not even worth talking to
So don't waste time on me...