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I wanna live in a home where I
I wanna live in a home where I can stay
I wanna follow the route that leads
leads me to the decision that I need

take me to the opening of my hometown where I can always spread my wings

leave behind all the little sanctions that don't cut but they most damn well sting

if I could weigh up all the options
I would remove you from the scales
of every single small injustice
every single word of truth

I can't sleep now
It's too much for me to bear
every sentence every slamming of any door

I can't dream now
my thoughts were a blank slate
my inspiration my own self doubt of everything

i wish that I was supposed to
believe in explosions
create an imaginary heist

But my life is riddles
I cannot decipher
That leaves a space that should be filled

if I could weigh up all the options
I would remove you from the scales
of every single small injustice
every single word of truth

I can't sleep now
It's too much for me to bear
every sentence every slamming of any door

I can't dream now
my thoughts were a blank slate
my inspiration my own self doubt of everything

you think you're better
you think you're right
but when you look closer
we only come out at night