deserters - Broken Knuckles and No One's Proud

(You failed yourself)
I spit in every mouth that offered help
(We all lost out)
I've broken both my hands just beating myself
Another mountain blocks the son from my eyes
(I can't see)
A reason to keep up this joke of a life

**** you, look me in the ****ing eyes.
I refuse to be beaten by myself.
So alone I don't believe my own lies.
I'd smash you, the reflection's gone,
but I can only
than it's ever been before.
I've lost every battle to end the war.

Broken knuckles and no one's proud.
Shattered glass,
Shattered glass and no one's proud.