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Arf, to be honest here comes a fair disclaimer.
I've not written anything in the last couple of years then suddenly over my random guitar playing tonight
almost a whole song comes out. So i'm thinking why not put it up for critique and see if i cant make something decent out of it. But hell ye, english is not my native language, it's cliche and repetetive so be gentle

[lyrics]

And i bring you down, when i'm wasting all my time
but im not used to be pushed around
And ive never found, a single reason to be proud
and im not used to be pushed aside

So i, i might go further from this
I smile, because the small things my bliss

And i might go down again never get up and in again
and i rather be dead to be honest im fed
of your eyes, and your smile
because i, i'm never one step ahead of my life

You and your mind, never made up and never down
girl your to easy to be pushed around
And your pretty smile, reaping heartache your so vile
but your not used to be pushed aside

So i, to be honest im weak
You smile, i turn noble but meek

And you might go down again i bet youll get up and in again
loooking further ahead at the cost that instead
at your feet, youll find
that i, i'm never one step ahead of your life

[After this Random something something something]