****ing i miss her

I stayed up all night pretending January isn't real
like I sang to Alaina
and brought in the new year
I didn't stop playing
until she kissed me on Valentine's day
and made me move the guitar out of her way
Growling to get what she wanted
she got it
I got it too
It was like I ever actually had a chance with her
The way she kisses and sways
is what keeps me in a game of make-believe