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I remember how it felt,
Our words were new, my nerves were on the edge.
Our lips would quiver, our hands closer still,
Slow down these fragments, is this actually real?

But now that I let you into my heart,
Eyes no longer blinded by the lust at the start,
Cause now that I let you into my heart,
I love you so much, why do I tear you apart?

Our hands were shaking, my mouth was running faster,
Screaming at you darling, "You really do not matter,"
It doesn't matter anyway, it doesn't matter anyway.

Deep into this moment, with apologies frozen,
The ice fills our souls, and our screams keep us broken.
Does our love matter anyway?
With pride in our voices and no fairness around,
I start dreading the day our hearts sleep in the ground.

Our hands were shaking, my mouth was running faster,
Screaming at you darling, "You really do not matter,"
It doesn't matter anyway, it doesn't matter anyway.
"my ex girlfriend used to have this really weird fetish.. she liked to dress up as herself and then act like a raging bitch."