#1
First of all, if I sound like a whiny bitch in this post, I apologize.

Basically, a couple days ago, I came to a realization. I basically can't feel emotion anymore. I won't get into my problems at home, but let's just say that I was in a situation today where I would most likely be severely pissed off, maybe even to the point of tears. But as I was sitting there, I noticed I felt... nothing. I was simply numb, I didn't know what to feel. I took that time to reflect on the last week or two, and couldn't really think of a moment where I'd been actually happy, sad, etc., and that my smiles or my frowns where simply me going through the motions.

I've always had trouble coming to terms with my emotions, which I'm fairly sure I can once again attribute to my childhood. For example, although I knew I loved certain members of my family, I could never say "I love whoever". However, this is the first time where I truly feel that deep down inside, I simply don't love, don't hate... nothing.

This is where things get complicated. Basically, I simply don't know how to react anymore, to anything. People have tried to talk to me, and I'd start off completely ignoring them (even if I have no reason to ignore them; they could be trying to start a conversation with me about things I'd usually be more than happy to converse about, and I'd just ignore them, even if we're the only two people in the room). When they'd continue, I'd simply walk away. Than a while later, I'd realize how much of a dick I was, and than just... forget about it.

I'd also like to clarify that I am in no way considering suicide. I still want to live my life, and I truly do want to live it, but I simply don't care anymore. It's strange, and I honestly don't know what is happening to me.
I'm just like the Jonas Brothers,

I'm no longer relevant and write mediocre music.


#7
well man, you obviously care and have emotion. Simply based on the "hell" you included in the title shows fear/concern. I'm no psychologist/psychiatrist, but I can try and help in whatever ways I can.
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#9
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The fact that this concerns you proves that you have emotions.

Well, my emotions may not be completely diminished, I'm relatively new to this realization, and have not done a full introspection. They may just be severely suppressed to the point of being minuscule.
I'm just like the Jonas Brothers,

I'm no longer relevant and write mediocre music.


#10
You're turning into a fly.
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#12
Is your name Dexter?
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In a way it's good because the lack of emotions probably reduces stress


Apparently not by the looks of the OP

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#16
It's called growing up. We can only mentally handle so much before we turn the "**** it" switch on which makes us completely apathetic and emotionless. Try cutting yourself... (joke!)
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#18
Cool story brah.
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#19
Okay serious answer.

Recently i've been speaking to people i know about a similar thing, it's like an emotional grey area, an apathy, where you expect to feel 1 emotion but you just don't feel it, and then you feel a kind of sadness at the lack of the expected emotional reaction.

It sucks but, the good news is, literally every single person i brought this up to knew what i meant, so, maybe it's very common.
#20
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Okay serious answer.

Recently i've been speaking to people i know about a similar thing, it's like an emotional grey area, an apathy, where you expect to feel 1 emotion but you just don't feel it, and then you feel a kind of sadness at the lack of the expected emotional reaction.

It sucks but, the good news is, literally every single person i brought this up to knew what i meant, so, maybe it's very common.

My mom says it's an age-related thing and that I'll grow out of it.
#21
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Okay serious answer.

Recently i've been speaking to people i know about a similar thing, it's like an emotional grey area, an apathy, where you expect to feel 1 emotion but you just don't feel it, and then you feel a kind of sadness at the lack of the expected emotional reaction.

It sucks but, the good news is, literally every single person i brought this up to knew what i meant, so, maybe it's very common.

Turning into a fly is not "very common"
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#25
You're becoming a cynical bastard, congratulations
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#28
It may be growing up dude. I can sort of relate because I lost my dad to cancer when I was 16 and I ended up feeling to a fairly large extent detached from people.
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#29
That's just apathy.
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