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I know it's not really a song but nevermind that. C4C as usual

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Sitting in the sky on a compact cloud,
I see this guy walking by wearing nothing else than a shroud,
Let’s just rewind time to see what happened seconds ago,
Did he suicide over something dumb like the dough?
Or did he have real problems excusing his behaviour,
Something that would make him ask for a saviour,
At that moment he couldn’t anymore support life,
I heard he was dating someone; maybe his future wife,
What was going so bad for him to try to do it multiple times?
Thinking that him living was nothing else than a crime,
He was sure enough to get away that he wrote a good bye letter,
Inking on paper is last wishes before he could finally surrender,
From my point of view he could of asked for a bunch,
But the guy wasn’t like that so he never asked for much,
Still he’s the one wrapping the rope around his neck,
Fixing it on the ceiling then doing his last check,
Swinging the chair back and forth,
This is the moment he lost the north,
Tears in his eyes as we can see his determination,
It’s already over; there’s no hesitation,
He then ultimately kicks the chair,
The man is hanging in one of the life snares,
Rest in peace big boy,


Tears falling from heaven,
Angel been crying for those mistaken,
Folks that left us too early,
Some for which we would die eagerly,
A day will come and they’ll be gone,
Whether they just left you alone,
Or left the world altogether,
Sadly nothing last forever,
Unlike Those still living,
Those in heavens are observing,
For us they got high expectations,
Since they’re living through us in some fashion,
Therefore even through the storm and the rain,
When we feel like we’re doing everything in vain,
We are never lonely,
That’s why we got to keep pushing for the love of their legacy,


Sitting in my car peeking through her kitchen window,
I’m at the moment seeing an ex-wife; a new widow,
She’s currently sitting at the corner of an oblong table,
Thinking that it was all an oversized fable,
The goal must have been to teach her something,
Still she doesn’t get it as she stares at her engagement ring,
The table she’s leaning on is covered with a blanket,
Two hot meals and a couple things fresh from the market,
She’s sitting at her usual position,
In front of where used to be her husband portion,
Still we could only guess which plate was his since both stayed untouched,
The hot steam coming from it is getting colder and colder,
Nothing’s moving but the scent in the air is getting fresher,
The food hasn’t been eaten but it still bring somehow a nice aroma,
It’s the only positive thing in the atmosphere near that momma,
Even in her eyes we can see pain and resignation,
Thinking about how he spent his days living for her joy, love and passion,
Wondering about how will she lives without him,
Is there someone else out there for her every whim?
Why did he had to go first,
Leaving her alone on earth and additionally cursed,
Rest in peace old man,


Tears falling from heaven,
Angel been crying for those mistaken,
Folks that left us too early,
Some for which we would die eagerly,
A day will come and they’ll be gone,
Whether they just left you alone,
Or left the world altogether,
Sadly nothing last forever,
Unlike Those still living,
Those in heavens are observing,
For us they got high expectations,
Since they’re living through us in some fashion,
Therefore even through the storm and the rain,
When we feel like we’re doing everything in vain,
We are never lonely,
That’s why we got to keep pushing for the love of their legacy,


Leaning against a tree I’m observing a young man falling in his last entrenchment,
From what I can see it was no accident,
Just the logical following of their action,
It wasn’t only his fault the girl is also guilty for their bad interaction,
Both got regrets, remorse but at the moment the guy is far from searching any excuses,
The guy is just chilling alone in the park counting his bruises,
Wondering what went so wrong,
Trying tardily to understand why they couldn’t simply get along,
I can nearly hear what’s going on in its head,
It's just so loud since the guy is feeling shred,
He’s remembering all of their hassles,
From the smallest one to those bigger than a castle,
At least he can now learn from his mistakes,
Because now that she’s gone he understand the stakes,
Just like everything you may end up losing some day,
You never know how bad it is unless it vanishes away,
Then you start missing it,
Wondering why you never been able to stop the split,
Say what needed to be said,
Paid what had to be paid,
I’m not talking money,
I’m talking time, attention and loving your honey,
Former might also be in your future,
So let it go for now we’ll just move toward the next picture,
Rest in peace first love,


It’s so awful,
Why is life so stressful?
Do we really need that much trial?
Why is everyone acting hostile?
What ya’ll tryna prove?
Do I really have to mention that I disapprove?
Something must be wrong in this world,


Tears falling from heaven,
Angel been crying for those mistaken,
Folks that left us too early,
Some for which we would die eagerly,
A day will come and they’ll be gone,
Whether they just left you alone,
Or left the world altogether,
Sadly nothing last forever,
Unlike Those still living,
Those in heavens are observing,
For us they got high expectations,
Since they’re living through us in some fashion,
Therefore even through the storm and the rain,
When we feel like we’re doing everything in vain,
We are never lonely,
That’s why we got to keep pushing for the love of their legacy,


This time I’m spending my night sitting on a dock
I got no one to spy on therefore I just look over some rock,
Picking up my pen and a sheet,
I then proceed to write my report about all the blood, tears and sweat,
I’m writing down these lines,
Like a cop writing fines,
Don’t take my words lightly,
They ain’t imposing law not even briefly,
Still consider them being as important as true,
Because even if you’re dumb and about reality got no clue,
Problems aren’t only for those living in the slums,
It’s all about how you act when the pains come,
About all the kinds of relationships,
But if I had to name only one I’d say nothing top friendship,
Love come and goes,
You and your friends act like you knows,
But deep down we both know that you’re wondering what’s next,
That you look phony when you try’na look tough and flex,
Who you try’na impress,
Just be yourself and try not to regress,
Life’s already hard enough the way it is,
Don’t try to make it harder to match his,
Everyone got challenges falling in succession,
I call it our own road to redemption,

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D.U.S.T.

Disciplined Under Shallow Truth