TheNameOfNoone
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Join date: Mar 2011
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#1
I sometimes make myself feel bad on purpose, I torture myself mentally, because it makes me feel that I'm still alive. It feels like the only reason for life.

Has anyone else ever experienced the addiction to depression, anxiety etc. (bad mood in general)?

If not, what is your opinion on this topic?
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Dreadnought
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#2
Quit listening to Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
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Bob_Sacamano
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#6
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Quit listening to Iris by Goo Goo Dolls



Yeah, I feel like that sometimes too, OP. I'd rather be miserable than numb most of the time.
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LightxGrenade
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#9
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOzchFHkz1g We've all been there. Especially if you're in your teens/early twenties going through puberty. There were so many times I would get so angry and freak out about things then I would stop and think "hmm hold on, there's a ton of hormones in me, maybe that's why I'm so pissed off at the world/in a bad mood".
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FearMyLightning
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Join date: Oct 2010
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#11
I kno wat u mean TS. Sum times wen my mom wont cook me diner or just wont lissin den i feel bad n i liek it. Like no1 understads me u kno. Its just one of those days TS.
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#12
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TheNameOfNoone
Buckethead's Right Hand
Join date: Mar 2011
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#13
I realized I was just sitting on a super-unconfortable chair and that was the source of all my misery. I switched to armchair, and now I feel great. Cheers everyone!
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Burgery
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#14
lol
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#15
Quote by TheNameOfNoone
I sometimes make myself feel bad on purpose, I torture myself mentally, because it makes me feel that I'm still alive. It feels like the only reason for life.

Has anyone else ever experienced the addiction to depression, anxiety etc. (bad mood in general)?

If not, what is your opinion on this topic?

Pain releases endorphins and that gets you off so of course you can develop an attraction to it. As you gaze into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.
If you want to shine like the sun first you must burn like it.