My friend and someone I had feelings kinda screwed me over by starting to see each other behind my back, so i decided to write this. It's more about me finding out than it is about either of them.

Lately i've been feeling like
that abandoned house on the corner of orchard street
slowly falling apart with time
with nothing to put the pieces back together

So I guess I'll try and keep composure
I'll pretend like nothing's wrong for a few more weeks
maybe I'll light another cigarette
and try and get some sleep

But things don't always go as planned
sometimes shit backs up on itself
and all i can do is breathe and pretend
that i have a ****ing plan.

I'm lost and I'm scared
and I feel I'm disappearing
and I think i've lost my faith
in everything but myself
Last edited by coldblackcoffee at May 16, 2013,