I know nothing else so I chose
not to bother my health anymore
not to tame the voices anymore
not to confide in this “family” anymore.

I don’t want your ungodly sympathy,
I just want my vapour to weep its last breath
as an unidentified martyr;

only the purest soul
can escape this world’s confines
on its own.
Be a dirty soul then, please.

"Success is as dangerous as failure. Hope is as hollow as fear." - from Tao Te Ching