#1
It's been one year today since my cousin Stan commited suicide.. I wrote this ****ing sad fingerpicked acoustic guitar song yesterday, when I played it for my friend he almost teared up. I wrote these lyrics to go along with it.. Never take your loved ones for granted, you never know when they could be taken away.

R.I.P. Stan. Gone but never forgotten

Don't walk away and wait for me to your grave
Hang my head in shame
Watch the days go by as the wind blow the day away
Everytime it hurts, the pain aint gonna disperse
I feared the worse, my heart wants to burst

I loved you so much
It hurts deep down inside
I never wanted this day to come and kill me inside
I loved you forever
And now you're gone away
Why did you leave without a goodbye, it hurts deep inside

Every day it feels like a new beginning
To hold the horror and and the feels that I felt
And the tea is falling through the opens cracks and die hard
It's all a lie, why try when all is left is an unfinished goodbye

Waste away give your promise up to me
But you left to fast to see I loved you more than just family
Every day is worse than the last
Your death affected the mass on my shoulders
It's too much to grasp..

I loved you so much
It hurts deep down inside
I never wanted this day to come and kill me inside
I loved you forever
And now you're gone away
Why did you leave without a goodbye, it hurts deep inside

There you go, you fly away to where you belong
Heaven aint ready for me but you accepted your true faith and believed
And in the eyes of the Lord you were a man that formed a great deed
Left his life to early to explain, inflicted emotional damage and permanent pain

It's amazing how much we can relate to the crucifiction of one of God's men
It's hard to say, when the morning comes you won't be here at all
God this hurts so much you were my best friend and I didn't see you enough
And coping with the pain was tough, and the long term silence of your name got to me rough

I loved you so much
It hurts deep down inside
I never wanted this day to come and kill me inside
I loved you forever
And now you're gone away
Why did you leave without a goodbye, it hurts deep inside
#3
Did he drive his pregnant girlfriend over a bridge


edit: holy shit I actually feel kinda bad for posting that
#4
change feels to feelings, homie
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#6
moved to S&L
But boys will be boys and girls have those eyes
that'll cut you to ribbons, sometimes
and all you can do is just wait by the moon
and bleed if it's what she says you ought to do
#7
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well you are frieza

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#10
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It's pretty simple, but sometimes that's all you need. I like it. It doesn't drown you with emotions but still tells you the feels.
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