#1
Is there a way to stop thinking
that is somewhat constructive?
Only when I'm unconscious
is when I'm not forced to think.
Even when I ejaculate
I think about the things,
The things I don't wanna think about

I don't wanna think
I don't wanna think
I don't wanna think anymore

I try not to think about the past
because it's full of mistakes.
I try not to think about the future
because it scares the shift out of me.
I try not to think about her.
I try not to think about death.

I don't wanna think
I don't wanna think
I don't wanna think


have a listen
I just want to know that I did all I could with what I was given.