The memory of an elephant
Or the memory of a goldfish
I can't decide
Do I want the ability to recite every conversation we had word for word
Or do I wish I couldn't even recall her name
I hate that I'm in the ****ing middle
I don't want to forget what her voice sounds like
Or do I
I can't decide

What about her memory
What will she remember about me
What will she forget about me
Japan only remembers Truman for dropping the bomb
Will she only remember me for my ****ups

I wish I could forget all of the things I didn't say to her
Like "I love you"
I didn't say it because I didn't want to admit it
But I wouldn't be in this much pain if it wasn't true
I think I''ll take the goldfish

I always knew I would have to write about a painful goodbye
but I had my fingers crossed that it wouldn't be for her

I just want to know that I did all I could with what I was given.
Last edited by mr.retard at Oct 17, 2014,