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please comment! I would really appreciate to hear you guy's opinions.


I feel so vulnerable when you put me on the spot like that.
I get a feeling of emptiness
but its alright. I like it in a weird hungry way.
is it alright if I learn your ways?
if I place myself in your life
would you mind looking forward to seeing me?

let me carve your thoughts with nature and cope with this unfinished sculpture. let these illuminating vines cover my walls and turn them into a work of art.

opening to reconnecting
and reconnecting to the thought of loss.
I cant describe the way I feel about that because essentially I know nothing of my emotions.
I know they exist.
so when you ask me how I'm feeling I say
"I exist."
let me plant a chip in your skull so maybe I would be able to understand you emotions.

But yet again I am to cold and decadent in my own cannibalistic ways to manipulate my brain to come up with a coherent thought on the subject of empathy.

I know nothing of your emotions.
I know they exist.
so when you ask me what I found I say
"you exist."
I become weak and vulnerable when you ask me these questions. They make me cry because I have to face myself

but its alright. I forgive you.