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Every night is the same.
I'm always in so much pain.
I fall asleep alone
as I cut to the bone
while I hear her voice.
Do I have a choice
But to make a call?

How did this begin?
When will this end?
Should I press send?
I need to know the answers.
I just want to see her.
I just want to know that I did all I could with what I was given.