in a dreamlike state
not even sure if this is real
I kneel and pray to god
I selfishly ask...
help me heal, whats the deal?

where have the real me gone?
am I just livin in words or a song?
falling though colors
gray I slip on and so on
not in this world....I'm gone

seeing something in a new way
this course passes away
persistence existence underplayed today
bubbles words, clouds today

and i disappear.........