#1
it brushes against your
face again
reminders that you never let this in
those cold words that pulled you
to that bed
the snowflakes still keep falling in your head

you're so broken, so numb
and so low
you'd kill to feel just how far you can go
when you close your eyes and it won't
go away
you struggle finding reasons you should stay

don't you go running back to him
it's something that i don't want to
happen again (x2)

so why is self destruction any better facilitated?
you find you feed your need to bleed to breed
you hate it
now you see it every day
and you feel it every night
and you hear it in those songs
when you thought you were alright
i know that no one understands what's in your head

don't you go running back to him
it's something that i don't want to
happen again (x2)

and no matter how many times i sing
these words to myself
i'm screaming and no one's listening
even though it never helps

i know that it's been rough
you say you've had enough
and i just can't believe you didn't know
those memories you kept burying so low
no I just can't believe i didn't know

the truth is i forgive you even though

you are the demons underneath my bed
the constant voice inside my head
that says i wish that i was dead
i cannot eat
i cannot sleep
until this leaves my system now
i know it will
until this leaves my system now
i know