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#2
ya i gess
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Why would you spend tens of thousands of dollars to learn about a language you already speak? It was over before it even started dude

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brot pls
#4
maybe has good time !
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I wish I was American.

~ A Rolling Potato Gathers No Moss ~
#7
To all the people that are not sure if they've been in love or not, then you HAVEN't been in love. Yes I have.
#8
I guess I was in love once. But she was a fucking idiot and I shouldn't have been in love.
I have nothing important to say
#10
I just drank more than I should have on an empty stomach. I was in love my first girlfriend. We were both teenagers and didn't know how the fuck to be functional in a lot of situations. I went to college and we broke up. A lot of bitterness, but we were always great at communication. We kept our distance after that. She got with a guy and I got a girlfriend. We talk once every year or so. I can't remember why, but I wanted to seriously reconnect with her. We talked a little more, actually talked. We hung out one afternoon, and it was like we never left. We click on a fundamental level. Like, we think the same. We don't hold the same opinions, but we can understand how the other thinks well. She's been with her boyfriend for 4 years; I've been with my girlfriend for 3. She lives 4 hours away.

I don't know if we'll ever be together again, but I never want us to become strangers.
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Why would you spend tens of thousands of dollars to learn about a language you already speak? It was over before it even started dude

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brot pls
#11
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To all the people that are not sure if they've been in love or not, then you HAVEN't been in love. Yes I have.

This THIS!
#14
a more important question is if people believe that there's life after love
it's all just coming back
it's all coming back

it's all coming back to me
#15
How anyone can be in love with Fairfax, VA is beyond me...

...modes and scales are still useless.


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#16
Does looking at someone and them looking back at you with an indescribable expression of affection strong enough to stop your heart momentarily count?

No? Then idk
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I wish I was American.

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#17
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How anyone can be in love with Fairfax, VA is beyond me...


outside the Mosaic District, there's nothing worth caring about
it's all just coming back
it's all coming back

it's all coming back to me
#18
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How anyone can be in love with Fairfax, VA is beyond me...


Fairfax delaware you silly goose.
#21
Quote by Xiaoxi at #33630733
How anyone can be in love with Fairfax, VA is beyond me...


I spent most of my life in Fairfax County and can confirm this is an incredibly true statement

McLean is alright though but you gotta be rich af to live there
#22
I was just thinking about this the other day.

And I really just don't know. Like, if you asked me a couple of years ago I'd have said I've been in love a lot, that truly falling for people came easy to me. But I really think that's bullshit. There are only 3 people I've connected with well enough to even get close to love, and I think I only really ever loved 1 of them when it comes down to it. And she did not feel the same. And maybe I actually didn't either. Maybe there are so very few people in this world that I've been able to grow close to, that I'm just a desperate, starved mess.

To be perfectly honest, I don't think I'm physically capable of experiencing love. Or maybe I was once but lost it, I don't know. I just think that to experience love, to achieve it, you have to be able to connect with other people at the very least, and that's just not something I'll be able to do in life. I'm simply alone. And I don't mean that in an I'm lonely way but more in that there's literally no one like me, or complimentary to me, that I'll ever build anything with. And when people do actually give me attention to the point where I think maybe I'm wrong about being alone, I kinda just confuse that sensation of small amounts of connection with love.

Maybe if I didn't have so many valid reasons to hate myself I'd be able to open up to people better. But, ya know, that's never going to be the truth of it. I'm a disgusting creature that's barely even a part of this fucking species and no one could ever see past that, because there's nothing to see. I am devoid of meaning and character, love is devoid of meaning, the whole concept of romantic intanglements isn't something I can wrap my head around.

I mean, really, the point is I'm not right enough to feel about people and I'll never not be alone, so it doesn't really matter what I want anyway.

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a more important question is if people believe that there's life after love

I CAN FEEEEEEL SOMETHING INSIDE ME SAAAAY, I REALLY DON'T THINK YOU'RE STRONG ENOUGH NOOOOOOOW.
#23
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I'm a disgusting creature that's barely even a part of this fucking species and no one could ever see past that, because there's nothing to see. I am devoid of meaning and character, love is devoid of meaning



This is pretty hardcore
#24
Yes I am right now. The type of love that makes you feel like flying and as deep as the universe stretches beyond. Just broke up with her last night. She's 1600 miles away, I am stuck here, but she would rather not return. It sucks. 2.5 years with my best friend. We agreed to keep in contact, but to go our separate ways. She wants something else and I respect her choice (though I wish otherwise). Damn, this hurts.
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#25
I love lamp
Please call me Rainer, was 16 and empty minded when I made my profile.

Sometimes I talk to myself too...but never on the internet.
#26
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This is pretty hardcore

Shut up I'm extremely tired rn lol

basically the tl;dr is that I'm too shit for love
#31
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Literally the second best pop song ever after Savage Garden's To the Moon & Back

I guess I hadn't heard it until you posted it in a thread a while back. Has been played many times now.
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Why would you spend tens of thousands of dollars to learn about a language you already speak? It was over before it even started dude

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brot pls
#32
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a more important question is if people believe that there's life after love


well i'm still alive so there's still hope
Last edited by Dregen at Oct 10, 2015,
#33
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I guess I hadn't heard it until you posted it in a thread a while back. Has been played many times now.

#35
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*text*


you know dude, i think about this every fucking day.

the thing is, you are not necessarily defined by your past. i pretty much had a 3-month period where i was drinking all of the time and having numerous mental breakdowns (guess that's pretty obvious, considering most of them were here because i didn't want to include the people around me irl with my shit). thing is, i'm still here, although there's been some nice things users around here are... allegedly, implying (jesse's dead, i liked that one the best). was the statement valid and deserved? obviously.

fuck them. i'm still alive. attempting to make some progress after some of my mental health issues. along with dropping out of college, which happened with a mixture of 95% my own laziness, and 5% an apathetic community/education system with no similar interests (in reality, the latter is no fucking excuse, although it still sucks).

so, on that note: you are different from others? why should that be a problem?

you enjoy being alone. what do you do in your spare time? if you have a hobby, do something with it. makes life less of a grind and easier to manage because you have an outlet. if you like anime- draw, make videos, fanfics, whatever. i mean, fucking hell, if you like porn, go write erotica or make pornos- same shit. do it shamelessly because you fucking like doing it, and always take criticism well but with a grain of salt.

you might not think you are good at doing anything. but you're doing something, and that's what counts. why? because if you've done anything for long enough, and with a sustained, concentrated, and conscious effort, you will be good at doing it. and you will be happy that you are. this doesn't even mean "artsy" stuff- this could mean things like communicating with people, leaving unhealthy mindsets, leaving unhealthy situations. it takes a lot of practice.

do you ever just look at yourself/other people/places/things and some of their qualities and are just utterly disgusted by them (maybe me, even)? i thought about myself last night (no change, really) and almost puked. i felt so fucking fake, and i'd made some observations that validated that. however-

the wonderful thing about this awareness, is that you know something that you want, or don't want. you have a direction, even though it feels like the equivalent of traveling through a desert and only knowing which way that you came from-

but where you came from, you know don't want to be. you'd rather tough this shit out, and keep moving and learning and doing and creating- than go back. because even though it's tough, you know you will make it and, once again, be very fucking happy that you did. don't tell yourself otherwise. don't fucking do it, because you deserve better than that.
Last edited by Dregen at Oct 10, 2015,
#36
Yes. Spent two years with her. Supported her through a really tough time in both of our lives.

Literally the first day she started working she met someone else and dumped me.
#37
Not really, I suck at relationships. I'm used to being single anyways, it's not depressing for me.
#39
Nah
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#40
yes

big mistake
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