#1
a year ago today i lived. it's been a wild year. there's lots i can't remember for one reason or another. it's been really difficult. i've had to learn to grow up. i've had to learn who i want to grow up into (like ur mum). it's been weird these past few weeks thinking about where i am now. no way did i imagine i'd be like this. i'm happy. i still got life to deal with cause we all do, but i'm happy and that's a big thing for me. i'm happy that i can feel safe sleeping alone in a room again. i'm happy that i can feel safe with chopping knives again. i'm happy that i can feel safe with a driver's license. i'm happy that i've started school again and that i've stuck with it and am doing better than i was in high school. i'm happy that i've built relationships with my family to a point that didn't exist before. i'm happy that i can go to sleep without dreading tomorrow. i'm scared. i'm scared about a lot of stuff. but i'm glad i am, because it means i can see the risk, and if there's risk, that means there's somewhere lower to fall to, and if there's somewhere lower, i'm not at the bottom of the barrel anymore. i've climbed everest and i'm pretty content. i finally decided that if no one's going to drive this bus, then i sure as hell will. so i parked and decided to get off. the weather's gorgeous and it feels great to be alive.

it's such a beautiful day
it's all just coming back
it's all coming back

it's all coming back to me
#2
nice
But boys will be boys and girls have those eyes
that'll cut you to ribbons, sometimes
and all you can do is just wait by the moon
and bleed if it's what she says you ought to do
#4
Quote by Baby Joel

it's such a beautiful day

I've decided to finally watch this this morning btw

edit:

cool film

But boys will be boys and girls have those eyes
that'll cut you to ribbons, sometimes
and all you can do is just wait by the moon
and bleed if it's what she says you ought to do
#5
Awesome
Come back if you want to
And remember who you are
‘Cause there's nothing here for you my dear
And everything must pass
#6
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#8
:')

happy life day babby
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#9
Actually it's one of my anniversaries for a similar thing, and I feel much the same, I'm happy again, the urges to 'go' are gone and I can be me again.

I know everything you feel Joel and I can't congratulate you enough.
A poem.
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I can out-bore you any day
#10
UG baby joel is best baby joel
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Actually it's one of my anniversaries for a similar thing, and I feel much the same, I'm happy again, the urges to 'go' are gone and I can be me again.

I know everything you feel Joel and I can't congratulate you enough.

UG pasta is best pasta
#11
Nice one babby.

Nice one pasta

Nice one anyone else who is going through the same shit but isn't ready to share.
My old signature was too long. Have a daisy.

#12
the weather is shit and i have a cold

but well done for living i am proud of u

longing rusted furnace daybreak seventeen benign nine homecoming one freight car
#15
I love this thread


I think 2016 is going to be a great year. 2015 was shit for like everyone I know. So far I've heard of many people turning themselves around, myself included. and it's only March. Keep it up babz
#16
Quote by Hydra150
I've decided to finally watch this this morning btw

edit:

cool film




yes
O.K.

“There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want.”
~ Bill Watterson


O__o
#17
congrats to pasta and joel


Gozd in gora poj,
silen ženimo hrup,
uboga gmajna, le vpup, le vkup,
le vkup, le vkup z menoj,
staro pravdo v mrak tulimo,
da se pretulimo skozi to zimo
#18
you should celebrate by coming to hungary and slovenia and croatia with your good ultimate guitar friendship group friends
But boys will be boys and girls have those eyes
that'll cut you to ribbons, sometimes
and all you can do is just wait by the moon
and bleed if it's what she says you ought to do
#19
Or to the Czech Republic, as I'll very likely be spending a few weeks there.

Hey Jam, did you hear I might be visiting Prague as well?
#20
where in the Chech Republic?

there are plans afoot but that's a bit north
But boys will be boys and girls have those eyes
that'll cut you to ribbons, sometimes
and all you can do is just wait by the moon
and bleed if it's what she says you ought to do
#21
Quote by ultimate-slash
Or to the Czech Republic, as I'll very likely be spending a few weeks there.

Hey Jam, did you hear I might be visiting Prague as well?

did you hear your mom might be pregnant again

but srs hungary, slovenia, croatia hangs


Gozd in gora poj,
silen ženimo hrup,
uboga gmajna, le vpup, le vkup,
le vkup, le vkup z menoj,
staro pravdo v mrak tulimo,
da se pretulimo skozi to zimo
#22
Quote by Hydra150
where in the Chech Republic?

there are plans afoot but that's a bit north

Hradec Králové
I've never heard of it either

What part of Hungary you guys talking? Budapest? I've heard great stories
Last edited by ultimate-slash at Mar 10, 2016,
#24
Quote by ultimate-slash
Hradec Králové


bless you

and yeah the tentative idea is to fly to Budapest, banter about, get a train to Slovenia, banter about in Blazland, make our way to the south of Croatia and fly back from there
it's all negotiable though
But boys will be boys and girls have those eyes
that'll cut you to ribbons, sometimes
and all you can do is just wait by the moon
and bleed if it's what she says you ought to do
#25
Quote by Hydra150
bless you

and yeah the tentative idea is to fly to Budapest, banter about, get a train to Slovenia, banter about in Blazland, make our way to the south of Croatia and fly back from there
it's all negotiable though

Sounds very banter
#26
also


babby check fb pls
But boys will be boys and girls have those eyes
that'll cut you to ribbons, sometimes
and all you can do is just wait by the moon
and bleed if it's what she says you ought to do