I'll get there one day but I'm not so sure,
Just caressing the chair that I adore,
Earning the next day on my calendar,
I'm sure this month has it's special meaning

Write off my plans for the next five years,
Search my eyes for the nonexistent tears,
We only live once but i'm right here lying,
Eating, Sleeping and ****ting until die

The pain barrier of doing nothing,
Is becoming pleasantly numbing.
I'm killing off my one last chance,
But I feel fine...........