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Tom & Jerry (Including 'Rudolph Hess' Last Foray Into Life-Taking')

You have lost half your mind;
It is not to return.
Stop searching, fumbling, cursing - when will you learn?
You're only wasting time.
You will kick and scream, and cut and bleed,
But it all remains the same.
You think you have lost it, you are completley convinced you have gone insane.
But you are right here, with a starving ego to feed.

You cannot catch the stranger beside me,
He is a one night stand, away he goes to Colorado
Away he goes to Colardo.
What would he do if she had done that to him?
You frown upon him like an outcast besides the world,
Yet in my situation you, too, would look up to him
And take his word as the word.
You cannot catch the stranger beside me,
My midnight friend,
The only one who will listen, the only one who will tell
My midnight friend.

And I hear the word grind and I want to kick and scream and cry
And cut and bleed
And cut and bleed
And I hear the word grind and I want stab you until you bleed all over my palms and I can smell the blistering steam rising from your insides
And I hear the word grind and I see your face.
And I see your face and I go blind.

Blinded by you,
But I can see love .
I can see it so far away,
I will run to it,
Should I run to it?
You tell me?
Will I scare it away?
It's so far away.

I'm guided by the stranger inside
The man that chases leading the man who hides
And I see your friends and I see you trapped inside
And your friends see you
They are not convinced,
And will never be convinced,
That all they see is a lie.
Lie
Lie
Lie
Lie, Cheat, Kill
Lie, Cheat, Kill
Lie, Love
Love
I Love You.

I see him, and I see her
And I see them around you
And I see a circle of blood encompasing what should be an amassing pile of lifeless corpses
And I see a circle of hands bonded by trust and broken by light
And I see me,
The eyes amongst the hills.
The eyes
The good boy,
The golden child,
Angel,
Boo Bear,
Angel,
Boo Bear,
Where did you go?

****ing dead.

You stole my guardian angel, you bitch
You stole her from my hands, you stole her from my heart
You made me hate her and you made her hate me
All because you stopped loving me
Why shouldn't I kill you?
Why did the stanger beside me get death?
I can smell him.
I can smell his breath.

But wait,
Light.

Light
She walks down the hall in tight pants and eighties-hair
She walks down the hall and holds me briefley,
Leaving me to wonder if she cares.
Light, I see it again
I will forget about you
If I can get the light to love me
****
****
Love Me.
I love the light.

Bring me, bring me my stranger
Bring me my broken heart
Let me stare at it
Let me stare at my loniness
Let me stare at four black walls that sorround me and grow closer and closer with every approaching second and leave me with no air left to breathe until my face is blue and I am on the ground screaming your name one last time that last breathe I use is the breathe used to scream your name and the blood comes from my torn vocals cords and there is only death in sight now
You and death
Only you and death in sight
And I die
and I'm gone
and the room is left with what it had before - nothing.
I sat in that room forever, thinking about you.
and the room is left with what it had before - nothing.
and the room is left with what it had before - nothing.
I sat in that room forever, thinking about you.
and the room is left with what it had before - nothing.
and the room is left with what it had before - nothing.
I sat in that room forever, thinking about you.
and the room is left with what it had before - nothing.
and the room is left with what it had before - nothing.
I sat in that room forever, thinking about you.
and the room is left with what it had before - nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Fears a powerful thing