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Cold Ice and Melted Insides

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Have you ever watched ourselves in these lives
And being too scared to blink or even close your eyes?
The way i begin to feel
When I catch you turning away to steal
The only warmth inside of me.

I can't help but look over my shoulder
There aint no feeling making me colder
As your eyes penetrate my skin
This icy sensation I have become
Illustrates too much for me.

Please don't ask why i bothered
I'm tired of a life that doesn't matter
Do I have to take another ****ing breath?
A death of another invisible creature.

This glacier of me is there but can barely be seen
From the icy pool from which it rises
Where it meets the warm, embracing air
Lips are blue as the feeling rips through
My empty lungs

But i'm not gonna go down
I'm gonna get right back out again.

But I'm not gonna go down
I'm gonna get right back out again.

So I'll still keep turning and keep on asking
Close off my ears 'cos I'm not ****ing listening
I'll just keep open my mouth, keep on singing
For all life's changes
For all life's changes, that we bring...

You've had mine and I kept yours!
You've had mine and I kept yours!
You've had mine and I kept yours!

Don't count the times you tried
Don't count the times we lied
Just count the actions we never justified.

Thanks crit for crit