#1
Have you ever felt like killing yourself? For me i've had family members die (step my sister and my step father) ive been used by girls that ive loved, had close friends who have moved away and had one die and yet the though of killing myself has never even crossed my mind, but some people I know will say they want to kill themselves if thier dog dies. What do you feel like when something terrible happens?
#5
i mean i thought about it, but then i just thought tomorrow will be better and got over it. too many people rush to action on it though when they do do it
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#8
normally i eat, and watch the kurt cobain docco and play my guitarall at once... then ill watch bam and think about how oh so hot he is... then i get depressed because he's in america... its like a vicious cycle
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#9
i thought of killing myself once......when i joined Ultimate-guitar.com.......

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#10
Killing yourself is for weak people who cant handle their problems. Awesome people like us can handle our problems, and don't take the lazy, stupid way out.
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#11
shut up and play yer guitar.
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#12
well if u kill urself ur a coward. if u tough it out like everyone else in the world does, then there will be thousands of times in ur life when u'll be over the moon with happiness. everynow n then everyone gets really sad/upset/depressed.
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#13
A few times, but then I convinced myself that if I was going to die, I'll die after getting revenge on those who ruined my life.
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well if u kill urself ur a coward. if u tough it out like everyone else in the world does, then there will be thousands of times in ur life when u'll be over the moon with happiness. everynow n then everyone gets really sad/upset/depressed.


I second.
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#16
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I second.
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#17
I threw an apology party for a friend today and it was crap. When I drove him home he didn't even say anything. Man I suck.
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#18
yeah ive felt terrible like that before..maybe even a little right now. im very anxious to see what the after life is like, but im willing to wait 20 ish years. if i die after im in a pretty decent band, and after possibly a 15 yr carreer, then i dont care if i die
#19
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#20
I hate it when people say, "Shut up, it's just a phase - it'll get better."

No, believe it or not - not everyone's life ends up happy and satisfying
#21
I've thought of the idea once or twice.. but only little thoughts, not serious ones. To me any kind of death that isn't natural is just a damn waste of life.
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#22
i just go with the flow. i dont worry about life.

at the end of the day we are here and gone in but an instant. im here to have a good time and enjoy all the little things. im also hopelessly in love.

go me.
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#23
I've thought about it once or twice, but I would NEVER act on it. It's just a thought, and a stupid one at that.

To act on it is very weak.
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#24
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I threw an apology party for a friend today and it was crap. When I drove him home he didn't even say anything. Man I suck.


an apology party? what is that?!

I'd think that if a friend of mine got me so upset with them that they felt they needed to throw my a party to get over it, it would have been a very personal issue - not the sort of thing you want to talk about with 'everyone' else there.

Seriously, if a friend and yourself are having a problem, talk to them about it. Communication is extremely key. If your friend won't speak to you about the issue, I'd say they're being really immature.

Anyway, I thought about it once maybe 2 or 3 weeks ago for about a second. I've always considered it the worst idea ever, but at that point i just hurt so badly that i thought 'if I'm dead, at least it won't hurt anymore". As that thought passed through my mind I was shocked and decided I needed to talk the whole thing over with the person, cry for a while, write something, and try and get myself together. All of which i did, and I guess I'm slowly making progress Falling in love is great, highly recommended to all.

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Exactly, hearing things like that is horrible. When you feel like shit you don't need someone to tell you 'you'll get over it' and the like. All you really need it a good friend who will listen and some empathy

I know not everyone has a good life, but for the majority of people (obviously there are tons of exceptions to this), I believe life is what you make it. If you're bored that's because you let yourself be bored. Same thing with most stress and all that crap. Sorry if anyone disagrees with this or gets pissed off by it - i'm going to bed because i have to write a damn exam tomorrow morning.
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#25
I guess I'm the only one who doesn't see the weakness in committing suicide and the toughness in continuing life. For the past two or so years (not anymore), I've had the tendencies and inclinations, but I didn't do it. Not because I was "tough" and decided to live it out, but because I was too weak and cowardly to follow through.
#26
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an apology party? what is that?!

I'd think that if a friend of mine got me so upset with them that they felt they needed to throw my a party to get over it, it would have been a very personal issue - not the sort of thing you want to talk about with 'everyone' else there.

Seriously, if a friend and yourself are having a problem, talk to them about it. Communication is extremely key. If your friend won't speak to you about the issue, I'd say they're being really immature.

Anyway, I thought about it once maybe 2 or 3 weeks ago for about a second. I've always considered it the worst idea ever, but at that point i just hurt so badly that i thought 'if I'm dead, at least it won't hurt anymore". As that thought passed through my mind I was shocked and decided I needed to talk the whole thing over with the person, cry for a while, write something, and try and get myself together. All of which i did, and I guess I'm slowly making progress Falling in love is great, highly recommended to all.


Last week was his birthday party and like 90% of the people left and didn't come back without telling him. No one but me and someone else apologized. The year before that his parents forgot his birthday. We just decided to make him a birthday party again but alot of stuff went wrong. I actually have a fever right now and still went to take him out with a few people without saying anything.
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Last week was his birthday party and like 90% of the people left and didn't come back without telling him. No one but me and someone else apologized. The year before that his parents forgot his birthday. We just decided to make him a birthday party again but alot of stuff went wrong. I actually have a fever right now and still went to take him out with a few people without saying anything.
Pfft, he should feel flattered people even came to his birthday party. For the past half-decade or so, I've only received "happy birthdays" from 2 of my family members and one of my friends. Lame...

As for birthday parties, I think I've only had one - and it nearly a decade ago...

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#28
Quote by carlsbad
Last week was his birthday party and like 90% of the people left and didn't come back without telling him. No one but me and someone else apologized. The year before that his parents forgot his birthday. We just decided to make him a birthday party again but alot of stuff went wrong. I actually have a fever right now and still went to take him out with a few people without saying anything.


When you think other's don't care about you can really suck for self esteem and confidence. It's always a good idea to let people know that you care (if you actually do. I don't recommend lying about this, ever). Tough situation, at least you're trying

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I guess I'm the only one who doesn't see the weakness in committing suicide and the toughness in continuing life. For the past two or so years (not anymore), I've had the tendencies and inclinations, but I didn't do it. Not because I was "tough" and decided to live it out, but because I was too weak and cowardly to follow through.


I see the 'weakness' in suicide in that there is always a better choice to make, and not making that choice is a bad idea. Even if I feel like complete crap about myself (which I have been for about a month, love hurts ), I can still make other people really happy and help out friends, and even make new friends - all the fuzzy, warm stuff that makes life worth living. Obviously this is based on personal experience and I'm not judging anyone (especially you, yawny).


heh, birthdays mean as much or as little as you want them to. For me it's just another day, but maybe a little bit more special than usual. I'd say that I do more self reflection or something, but I do that constantly as is (not in a bad way though lol)
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#31
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normally i eat, and watch the kurt cobain docco and play my guitarall at once... then ill watch bam and think about how oh so hot he is... then i get depressed because he's in america... its like a vicious cycle


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#32
Nothing is worth killing yourself over. Period. It's normal to get depressed from time to time and have thoughts of suicide, but to actually do it is just stupid. Eventually you'll get over whatever is causing depression/suicidal thoughts.
#33
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Nothing is worth killing yourself over. Period. It's normal to get depressed from time to time and have thoughts of suicide, but to actually do it is just stupid. Eventually you'll get over whatever is causing depression/suicidal thoughts.
Sadly not everyone in the world is quite so fortunate as that...
#34
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Nothing is worth killing yourself over. Period. It's normal to get depressed from time to time and have thoughts of suicide, but to actually do it is just stupid. Eventually you'll get over whatever is causing depression/suicidal thoughts.


I agree with yawn. Keep in mind people with clinical depression.
#35
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I've thought about it once or twice, but I would NEVER act on it. It's just a thought, and a stupid one at that.

To act on it is very weak.


You think killing yourself is easy? Try doing it, just try it. You'll see that doing nothing and living is much easier.
#36
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I agree with yawn. Keep in mind people with clinical depression.
And aside from that, that are also people who are psychologically perfectly normal, but live in conditions in which it would probably just be better to leave, one way or another.
#37
i tried once, but i was young and niave (9)
im ok now (i think)
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#38
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You think killing yourself is easy? Try doing it, just try it. You'll see that doing nothing and living is much easier.

I'm not going to try it, and you won't tell me to either.
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