today is the final straw...i failed my math class,relized my best friend hates me and im ****ed in life. my life has been going downhill for the last few months and i think its time to end it. i always thought ok im not smart so ill make it in music. i relize now that i suck at guitar and can't write song on my life.

im thinking of taking pills with wine (like hendrix) or maybe hanging myself... anyother ideas i don't want it too be painfull