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ok..so i wrote this back in 2005 but i forgot about it up until now...it was the first complete song ive ever written....basically it talks about a girl that felt that the pain in her life was too much to stay alive anymore so she let go..and then the after thoughts from one of her best friends...let me know what you think

"my pain"

God damn my pain
It just wont fade away
If only someone
Had been begging me to stay
These thoughts have filled my life
Every single day
Im sorry but this is how it has to be
Im ending it today

*cuts to voice recording of girl*
I love you mom and dad
You know i wouldve stayed for you
But the pain was just too bad
Im sorry this is what I left for you to find
But The thoughts were just too strong
To throw out of my mind
*back to song*

God damn my pain
It just wont fade away
If only someone
Had been begging me to stay
These thoughts have filled my life
Every single day
Im sorry but this is how it has to be
Im ending it today

*now comes friends point of view*

I remember the times we used to have
How could she want to die so bad
I miss her every moment, every day
If only it was her i got to save
I feel so ashamed
For not seeing the truth
She kept locked inside
I feel like its all my fault
But the worst feeling of all
Is knowing you never got to say goodbye...

God damn her pain
It just wouldnt fade away
If only someone
Had been begging her to stay
These thoughts have filled her life
Every single day
I wish this wasnt how it had to be
She ended it today...