it's nice. Kind of like the ironic edge in it. I really like the sentence "I'll be the smiel forced on your face", mostly because there is no Sweet Love Honey in it.
But what are you trying to say with it. After what i have read. You want to be, what makes "You" happy, as long as "You" don't put a knife in your back (Don't worry, got the symbolism, to can't find the word), and don't wait for you.
Keep it up So much potential