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#1
My brother overdosed on heroin.. The paramedics couldn't revive him..

I'm so f*cking... depressed..

I don't really know what to do..

I've been ****ing crying for an hour now...

**** drugs man..

I don't get it man..

This sucks so bad man..
#3
That sucks, feel for ya, bud.

Kids, dont do drugs.
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#4
sorry kid, my aunt died somewhat recently from what we assume was an OD. it hurts, but you just have to pick yourself up and remember good times.
#6
I just wish I could go back and stop him.. I mean, he was there for me when I had my addiction to speed, and I wish I knew about his..

Now that I look back I see all the signs.. God I'm so stupid..
#7
Sorry to hear that man. I feel for you.

Edit: There's an old story my dad tells us from our culture.

There was once a family of 3. A mother, a father, and their only son. The father and son worked in the fields, as they were farmers, and they were harvesting their crops. One day, the son was bitten by a deadly cobra, in which he died in the fields.

The father came across his sons motionless body, and lifted him up and took him to the house where his mother was cooking where she instantly stopped what she was doing and started to weep. They both took him to the village center... the mother weeping terribly and the father silent as a stone.

The funeral began the next day. The procession went through the village and out to the cemetary. The whole length of the procession, the father never shed a single tear. The mother still continued to weep, now even louder than before.

To that action, the father was met with a lot of negativity for feeling no remorse for his dead son.

A man asked, "Why do you feel nothing at the loss of your only son?"
The father responded, "I lived my life, and he lived his. I never did my son any wrong, I never hit him, I never abused him. I lived with him as much as anybody could have lived with their son. As long as I've only done good things with him, I cannot cry. Things happen, we do not know when. Crying shows regret. I have no regret with my life with my son."
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#9
I hope you recover and reflect on the good times you had with him.
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#10
Wow, im sorry
well the worst thing u can do is blame yourself because its not your fault
i recently lost both my grandpas so i somewhat feel your pain
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#11
play some sad, emo music, then demolish it with hard-core metal music. its a good pick-me-up anytime
#12
Thanks guys.. really.. I just don't feel like playing guitar..
I don't feel like doing any **** at all..

I'm trying to talk about my feelings, because that's what I've spent the last 3 years learning to do.. but It's not ****ing helping me..
#13
I just wish I could go back and stop him.. I mean, he was there for me when I had my addiction to speed, and I wish I knew about his..

Now that I look back I see all the signs.. God I'm so stupid..


dont get down on yourself and blame yourself like that. its in no way your fault...hindsight is 20/20 and i doubt you could have known, thats why you didnt notice...the pain will go away eventually...write down your feelings, it helps a TON
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#14
ino its kinda overused, but think of the good times, it really does help

and its ok uve been crying for an hour, i cried alot longer than that even when my dog died, its a natural and healthy thing to do.
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play some sad, emo music, then demolish it with hard-core metal music. its a good pick-me-up anytime


do not listen to this fool. once an emo listener, always an emo.

Sorry bout your brother but hang in there
#16
Sorry to her that.

Don't feel guilty of anything, things happen for a reason and they wouldn't make sense if we know what they are.

my condolences to your family.
#17
Drugs are so bad

Haven't seen my real dad in over ten years, had an uncle die, and another one who's in critical condition at the hospital right now and countless other family members I'm not that close too all because of drugs. Not to mention the millions of lives torn apart or ended by drugs. I fvcking hate drugs!

I Feel for ya man
#18
Man sometimes the pit can seem like a bunch of insensitive assholes, but you know that we support you. I feel closer to UG'ers than some of my family members, they really help me get over stuff for some reason.
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#19
my dad does heroin. I found his stash by accident. I think he just sits in the basement and watches movies from the early 1900s and gets high I guess. what a life.
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#20
I'm trying to think of the good times.. and I remember them, but I took advantage of it alot, and just blew him off when he wanted to spend time with me..

**** man..

I don't really know how to write down my feelings other than in a song.. and I don't feel like writing a song..

I know I shouldn't blame myself, but I can't take the blame off of me.. I turned him onto weed, and it escalated from there..
#21
my ex girlfriends a heroin junkie, and she watched two of her friends OD and she still does it. People are un beliveveable
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#22
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do not listen to this fool. once an emo listener, always an emo.

Sorry bout your brother but hang in there


What the fvck is wrong with you?
#23
i'm so sorry buddiee =[.... hang in there..
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#27


i know exactly how you feel...
i had a friend pass away of a drug overdose in january, she was only 16...



i miss her...

i'm so sorry man, its an awful feeling, i can't imagine possibly losing any of my siblings like tht...
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#28
This really sucks. I'm sorry about the whole situation. If you feel like talking about it or anything for that matter, I'm all ears.
#29
That ****ing sucks

my condolences man...i couldnt imagine living without any of my family members.
#30
Thanks for all the support..

I'm trying to find the words to how I feel..

crap is all I can think of..
#31
I'm really sorry about what happened, it's really something tragic.

Try to calm yourself as much as you can and go easy on things, this is a confusing and scary time so don't put too much thought or stress on yourself.
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#32
screw drugs

im sorry to hear of your loss friend, may your brother rest in peace
#33
it was your fbrothers choice to take if further than weed, its not your fault that he made a bad choice. dont let it get to you, cause you only live once, and since that wasnt you in the casket, you should be glad and learn from his stupid mistakes. thats all i can say to you man, good luck and move on.
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#34
I feel disgusted about myself for doing drugs.
I did speed last week, and I found a bunch of Adderall, and I ****ing feel like **** for it.

I wanna ****ing kill myself for doing it..
#35
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I wanna ****ing kill myself for doing it..

NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!

Do not do this. It is definately not worth it.
#36
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I feel disgusted about myself for doing drugs.
I did speed last week, and I found a bunch of Adderall, and I ****ing feel like **** for it.

I wanna ****ing kill myself for doing it..

No don't use this as a reason to stop using drugs, try to get something positive out of it.
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#37
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NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!

Do not do this. It is definately not worth it.



I'm not going to.. I've tried that before, and It's not worth it..

I just feel like doing it.. I don't wanna put anyone through more than what they already are..
#38
Dude, by killing yourself you're only letting your brother down. If he were talking to you in spirit, how would you feel if you disappointed him by giving up on life?

Go through life to your full potential because of him.

EDIT: Nevermind, read above.
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#39
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no man you got it wrong

Hooray drugs.


Die in a fire you fucking asshole.
#40
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I feel disgusted about myself for doing drugs.
I did speed last week, and I found a bunch of Adderall, and I ****ing feel like **** for it.

I wanna ****ing kill myself for doing it..

im feel a bit suisidal at times, but honestly man, if you do it, nothing will come of it, only more hard ships for your family. one death is enough, take a lesson from your experience.
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