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So unnatural, I wish I just wasn't so tired.
Her calling for me proves,
that I've lost room,
for all other desires.

You'll never know how something like this feels.

Starting to become unwired,
I wish someone would have told me
that lonlieness was always required.
Then maybe I would have kept the friends
I let down, miles before the end.

Above all, however, this message will always remain clear;
The needle will always permeate and terminate, any and all existing fears.
There's no need for alarm, I understand I've lost my welcome being here.