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C4C

This is what I have right now, just two verses and the chorus.

(btw, I know this song doesn't have the best looking pattern, but it works in my song, so it will seem like it doesn't flow)

Every Christmas I wake to find suprises
Every day she surprises me.
But she reminds me of my demises;
That she doesn’t know us.
So how do I learn the motion of emotions
You don‘t, you never, you never should, they say.
But I’m just too sick to know she’s not the potion
Shaken and broken I learned to not cry

Like Christmas you can feel the spirit
But every day you grow to not hear it
Ignoring times that should be spent in love
I‘ve been through rough, but can’t get hurt enough

She says; nothing cause she doesn’t speak
But I can’t talk anyway
But I know that my chances are bleak
But I don’t know what fallen is anymore
Standing in snow and landing in hope
She’s not alone.
Standing in winter and not able to cope
I am alone, so tell me I can’t hope

Like Christmas you can feel the spirit
But every day you grow to not hear it
Ignoring times that should be spent in love
But I‘ve been through rough, can’t get hurt enough
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