#1
i wrote this pretty much as i was falling asleep last night

Im a sorry man, a loser and a friend
all i can do is ponder on
Im such a jealous person, why cant i have it all
all i can do is ponder on
Im staring at the clock,its 1:26
all i can do is ponder on
My legs are so restless, possibly thinking about
all i can do is ponder on
I'll make it through this night,just like every night
and like every night i will ponder on
Stop this staring at me, your making me nervous
all i can do is ponder on
Im a pessimist, and maybe youd be too
if all you could do was ponder on
Tired of feeling sick, but the rock from hell wont quit
all i can do is ponder on

Ponder on ponder on all i can do is ponder on
I dont know how to act I ****ed up that last chance
Which leads me to do more pondering on
Will someone teach me how to act, wont let me mess up
Maybe then i can stop pondering on

I can fall asleep, but for a price
because while dreaming, all i will do is ponder on
Friendly screwdriver, come my way. try to help me stop this pondering on