#1
Hope you like it, it's a very revised version of one I submitted a month or two ago.

Addict


My door is kicked down daily, it seems
Needles and bottles are my closest friends
I can no longer separate my days from my dreams
As far as I’m concerned, this never ends

I never was one to listen to reason
Now it will take much more
My life is ruled by my deadly poison
These scars forever sore

How can I live my life when I don’t believe in me?
Help is what I don’t want but exactly what I need
Consequences are never enough to shake me awake
Don’t show me a way out just show me what I can take

My only love is my craving for the dose
That delivers me the cursed life that I chose

My false savior only betrays
I bask in my senseless ways
A new day is never in sight
I slip into cold arms tonight

Every day of my life is the same
Help me afford one more hit
This vacant feeling has no name
No help for the lost
Not a chosen one

I guard the life that it pains me to lead
I chose the path that has forsaken me
Indifference inside conceals the hate
It becomes a part of me the longer I wait

I’ve done it before and I’ll do it again
You call it a crime, I call it a friend
Leave me be, the choice is mine
If this is how it shall be, then fine

My only love is my craving for the dose
That delivers me the cursed life that I chose

My false savior only betrays
My pain is with me always
A new day is never in sight
I slip into cold arms tonight
life is beautifuuuuooooaaaaaal
#2
Noone seriously thought anything about this yet? Nothing? I don't mean to bump it but, damn...
life is beautifuuuuooooaaaaaal